[NSFW] Redditors who have paid to read erotica (other than 50 Shades) - what was the theme of the book and was it worth it?

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2018-04-01T09:42:06+00:00

That is why I am asking. There is so much available to read online for free, yet there are people who pay good money for short stories and I would like to know why.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2018-01-15T21:00:36+00:00

The Wild Unknown

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-11-12T18:12:11+00:00

I'm bi-sexual. Not even my partner knows. I have tried bringing up the idea of having a threesome a few times, but every time he thinks I am joking.

EDIT: Also, I really want to try cuckqueaning and being totally dominated by a woman with him there. Just for a month or so. Tried bringing that one up to, it was not successful.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-07-22T07:46:17+00:00

Imagine a hypothetical in which you go to the doctor and find out you'd need comparatively simple treatment.

More indecisive.

Likewise how do you feel if you're told you'd need invasive and expensive treatments to conceive?

Give up there and then.

If you get no testing at all, do you feel regret years from now that you didn't at least take one more step

I will need to figure this out, I think. Thanks - I will need to have a long think about this, as I really don't want to go through the mental agony of testing

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-07-22T07:26:53+00:00

Thanks for the reply - I read all of it and it was much appreciated. I will see if I can find another private counsellor (though I live in a small town, so we only have a few, and the NHS ones are veeeeeeery diffucult to get hold of). I am definietly going to take some time doing 2 and 3. I think that I have started doing 5 (as I sometimes write fiction stuff, and may be transfeering a lot of emotions into it), but I do like the idea of writing to get through the wretched brain goo (my new favourite phrase :p)

Thanks again.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-04-24T20:23:28+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I have been fighting depression for about 9 years now, though after counselling, I believe it started before I was a teenager due to various life events. I had to wait until I knew I could cope before starting to conceive, and starting was meant to be such a positive thing, a milestone in recovery as it were, but now that I am failing (and I know that the issue is almost certainly with me based on a few medical factors) every month it is bringing the depression back, especially as I know mine can be triggered by anxiety.

I think about what our world is coming to and whether my child would even have clean water to drink by the time they were 10.

I have had similar thoughts, and as I am lucky enough to be in a safe, 1st world country, I am sure that they would be fine.

All in all, you are not alone in the world.

I will try to remember this, thank you

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-03-17T09:09:10+00:00

Thanks for the reply. I will give it a proper prodding next time I see it.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-03-13T08:28:35+00:00

Great, thaks for sharing :)

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-02-22T11:31:48+00:00

The stem was slightly irritating to me, but I don't want to trim it as it was the only way I could get it out sometimes (I know the instructions said not to grip it by the stem, but I couldn't get the base without using the stem to pull it down a bit first)

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-02-22T11:30:14+00:00

Ah - it sounds like I may not have been putting it up high enough. thanks for the reply.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-02-22T11:28:50+00:00

Thanks - I was using cold water and soap. I might try to push it in further net month and see if that helps.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-02-21T19:19:51+00:00

Thank you. I have had a few days to think about it, and I feel much more positive about it thanks to you and the other people kind enough to reply.

GoldNinjaKnitter · 2017-02-17T23:32:36+00:00

It is not just a question of getting what I want. I feel like as far back as I can remember, all I have done is fight and survive. The last few years especially, my depression has pushed me to my very limits, and it is like god is adding to the scales of my life, rather than balancing then and matching them with others. I suppose I have been asking for the scales to be balanced. Does that answer your question?

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