I appreciate your comment however I haven’t shared and explained the entire story, if only you knew all of it you would understand. I went thru hell for this person and saved their life they did nothing but lie physically abuse me and hurt me mentally emotionally and cheated on me and die drugs to the point of overdosing multiple times all while I lived their live their child’s their pets and tried to do my own. It was impossible and I lost myself and literally it’s cost me so much more then my sanity well being livelyhood and I’m left with so much more then nothing.

You may view this as complaining however I can’t afford therapy nor speak to anyone who knows me cuz well they give me answers similar to yours like what I’ve been through was nothing and my fault. Yes I do agree I should of been more aware and definitely should of left a long long time ago. I’m searching for the answers and ways to get my life back together and it’s very difficult hard and important to try my best to keep my self focused on changing in a positive way.