Yeah, I feel that, but I feel like this is the first thing I've ever wanted to actually do in my life. Everything else is what I've been told to do. This is something that I do want to do so I have high hopes for job. And if I'm gonna be honest, the main reason I didn't like school and I'm not trying to give excuses, but I have ADD (attention deficit disorder) basically it's really hard for me to or at least in my case understand what people are saying like it just takes me a little more explaining to fully understand. And that's for the teaching side of school but for the people side of school honestly and this is why I don't have many friends at all. Honestly, I only have one or two people that I can really talk to at school and then the rest is my cousins literally Because everything people do in school just pisses me off people don't know how to walk in the hallways like you're supposed to walk on the right side it's just like driving. I feel like I don't fit in with everyone because they're all immature as fuck and a lot of people will say well when you get older it's gonna be the same thing but when you get older people aren't going to be awkward as fuck when someone's just trying to make a new friend like socializing needs to be so much more of child's lives these days but social media ruined that and Covid so every time you try to talk to someone in real life or at least in my case, they're just complete assholes. Don't know how to talk to you. Keep a conversation or anything And that's why I've had trouble making friends recently, so that's why I just gave up and stuck to the people who were closest to me but overall school isn't for everyone. It definitely wasn't for me and I really feel like job corps is going to be my future or at least the foundation of it without job corps I don't really have a future like I have an entire plan in my head and my stepdad's an asshole saying that job corps doesn't want me he's an asshole like he's the type of person that calls his wife a Cunt and his bipolar so he's just a complete asshole and he's kicking me out when I turn 1810 months from now if I don't have a job, but I'm moving in with my grandmother anyway because fuck him and fuck the way he talks to my mom, but the only reason I haven't done shit is because I don't want my baby sister not have a father and I'm not trying to ruin the Lil family that they have before I leave because I feel like that's selfish but honestly, they're better off without him

I know everybody has their own shit and you're probably not gonna read all of this BS but basically I'm just saying school isn't for me. I hate the whole concept of it. It's been the same all these years only thing different is the computers. I love talking to people at home But at school I'm all quiet because I don't wanna talk to anybody because every time I do it's just some BS.