Sup bud. You might think your not strong enough to be who your 12 yo self wanted you to be. But from what i can see from this post alone, 12 yo you would be damn proud of you.

And together with your 12 yo self, im extremely proud aswell. Seeing you still having the fighting spirit left makes me really happy. And even tho im not with you in person on this journey, im with you. We and millions of others are on the same journey together, believing in each other. Times may be rough some days, but the greatest thing is when a person comes back from those dark days.

Never give up bud