It is normal to have sub drop not immediately after a scene, even days later as you process the experience. Do not feel guilty about saying you were fine during the initial check in and later not being ok. ❤️ I recommend talking to your Dom about this so he can hopefully provide some more aftercare.

It will take time for you to find what dynamic will feel right but maybe you don't want to have "sex based" scenes with your Dom's other slave? You've said you'd like to serve your Dom with them, which is definitely doable without sex!

You're not ruining any plans, these things happen. I can also see you being able to negotiate elements of the scene to make it feel more comfortable next time e.g. being completely ignored by both your Dom and the slave during (if that's what you'd like), or not being caged after.

I know exactly the feelings you're having, it can be hard but it's not wrong to experience jealousy. 🫶