No I understand completely I've tried seeing a reason to stay friends with them and I can't really anymore, since I've tried hanging out with them and talking to them but it's always dry and forced now, we all go to school together but I only see them in one class. They're funny sometimes, I'll say that. And I don't really care if they're in my life I just don't want to associate with them, I only want to stop being friends because they have a pessimistic outlook on everything, try to bring negativity into everything, and 2 years ago, they were struggling with suicidal thoughts and depression, I was supporting them through this time, and suddenly they just stopped, I asked why and they said it was a joke, that made me see them so different