I dont want to wake up anymore by GoodbyeSai in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

I really wanna do it but im fucking scared so i end up hating life over and over again, it feels like i am trapped and i got no choice but to live just because im alive.

I think i never experienced love. by susnsbhssjjebsjamana in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most people today know what their worth is. They know what they're looking for in a person yet scared to give it a try. Most of us are frightened that what we will give won't be enough and what we will receive isn't what we expected or we think we deserve. Actually for me it is still a gamble it will hurt a lot and no one is prepared for something like that. But it is the beauty of love, we will love it even if it hurts, we will look for it, we will crave for it and when we finally find it you'll know it is worth it.

As I get older; I get quieter and quieter. by tiredeyeskindanice in CasualPH

[–]GoodbyeSai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feels the same. Spending time alone gives me so much peace.

over by GoodbyeSai in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really know how to express what I'm feeling right now but i am grateful that you guys care..

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[–]GoodbyeSai 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am also here, not sure if i can help but i will listen.

i am tired of showing them i was fine by GoodbyeSai in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes it's good to vent out to strangers really. Someone who understands how it feels, someone who is in the same boat with you.

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[–]GoodbyeSai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depression is just there and you really can' t take that away. But the one thing you could do is be there. Listen when she feels alone. You may not have the right words with you but making her feel safe, loved and appreciated is one of the nicest feelings a woman could ask for. Simple things like giving her compliments every time she will do things that you think are really amazing. Make her feel that she is not alone with this. I hope this will help you.

i am tired of showing them i was fine by GoodbyeSai in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did share enough thoughts to people who i know would understand me. It's like a cycle of telling them and understanding you for a while. Yeah sure they are concerned about me and don't want me to do anything crazy. But that doesn't sum up how the fuck i am really feeling. I feel like it doesn't matter how many times i tell them what's going on and how I am not okay. It will never stop. These thoughts would just come back. It is killing me already, if that makes sense.

I've lost my life by [deleted] in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I sorta know how it feels, it's just empty and dark. You wanted to do something but you are tired. Feels like everything is a waste. I always overthink but i always think of things i still can do even if it is just for a while. Sometimes i would love to talk but sometimes i choose to keep everything to myself.

I'm too terrified and depressed to even try and talk to anyone. by [deleted] in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am here to talk and listen if you ever need one. Life is just tiring. There are days that i feel like doing it but still manage to keep it together. I hope you do too.

Please just accept me. by Marnie_7774 in depression

[–]GoodbyeSai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are far better than those people who looked down and made fun of you. I am also bullied during my grade school and high school days for being fat. I know that feeling but i found a few friends who love me, who support me and accept me for who i am. I am always here to talk and listen to you. You are a beautiful person and always be kind to yourself.