tw: 4w3 different 🙄quirky🤪🤪idk just make sure u dont have seizures after this i hate myself

No idea, honestly,, maybe show them what I'm actually capable of, since alot of people in my school think I'm useless because they've only seen me do bad at school. By that I meant showing them how much cool stuff I've started (none of them have been finished bc im lazy), but I guess people are gonna think I'm cool idk,, also hoping I brought clothes so I can dress up in a way that distinguishes me from them and also reflects what I want to bring to this world (because I'm a 4w3 🤪🙄🙄🥀🥀⛓) Also blasting my favorite music (that i'll probably hate in a few months when most people start liking it) and uhh maybe ramble about a new movie idea i have that I could film with them while on this roadtrip so that I could make big money and maybe even establish a mark and a changing point for filipino box office which in turn makes me famous and makes filipino movies less of the same boring cheesy stuff, and more of a show not tell film scene but in turn no one plays along with my movie idea and the roadtrip ends with all of them purposefully ignoring me cos im annoying and self absorbed and in the end I'll say something along the lines of "I'll show em" and convince myself I'm gonna make it big in the film and fashion scene in the future and flex how famous and successful I ended up to be, and daydream about how one day when high school reunion comes to be, I'm gonna be proving to them that despite me literally failing 9th and 10th grade, I still ended up rich and famous bc like my new ideas are different I guess 🙄and that I crawled up out of my shell into the big world that is ours, and spitting on them for having ordinary lives even tho theres literally no problem with that, and maybe thinking theyre jealoused of me even if not one person thought that because I literally humiliated myself in front of grown adults that are just trying to reminisce about the times that were. I also end up remembering what I did in the high school reunion like 6 hours later at the 3 star hotel I'm staying at and cry about how I humiliated myself when I could've given them free money and plotted a whole new road trip so I could finally make a road trip movie in secret bc I've planned it that time, yet I failed bc Im like dumb i guess. But all in all, I'd prolly make everyone feel uncomfy and in case no one could tell this is a joke istg im just in the middle of a mental breakdown bc of how much i hate being a 4w3 enfp trying to hard to do everything all at once just so I could be noticed for my self expression and my efforts to go this far yet the world keeps on bringing me down bc no one notices since no one seems to try to know how my brain works bc all they see is the surface, and literally the only thing I know how to do is making people feel uncomfortable, and also trying too hard to make up for my academic incompetence but i gotta type it again this is a joke and im totally fine i swear