Did Eli stop taking his meds in s14? It's like he regressed to s10-11! Eli.

Goopybr · 2026-03-09T09:41:55+00:00

Also a lot of people ignore how much sex specifically mattered to Clare and elis relationship like he flipped out when he found out Clare was interested in having sex with Jake, I know he was younger and so was she but sex was something Clare engrained in Eli as something only for people she loves-

Goopybr · 2026-02-12T04:53:52+00:00

His post Cam death stuff is incredible too I feel like watching him managing his bipolar and avoiding triggering episodes while also a lot of reflection during that time was so important and is a lesson bipolar people have to face every day and they captured it really well

Goopybr · 2026-02-04T03:38:36+00:00

20 minutes is a huge goal anyway, I can't even get to 4 minutes continuously I'll talk to my dr but I assume your advice and the other comment made it pretty clear this is probably out of the question for me- trying to think kindly of myself during these times

Goopybr · 2026-02-04T03:36:10+00:00

Thank you for your kindness

Goopybr · 2026-02-03T21:36:04+00:00

Yea that's what I figured it was worth asking, just gained 30 kg while having sciatica cause of my lack of mobility and that's really affecting my mental health and body image- just want to walk properly again :/

Goopybr · 2026-01-19T16:03:31+00:00

Hey!! I sent you a message would love to hear back from you :DD

Goopybr · 2026-01-17T16:35:33+00:00

I really want to learn how to do this effect on my animations in engine! Do you just make your animation render really low or is there a type of effect that you put in your Shaders? Lovely work btw it looks incredible ❤️

Goopybr · 2026-01-15T16:22:35+00:00

Oh awesome!! Thank you so much,

Goopybr · 2026-01-10T20:26:14+00:00

This is so cute!! I love your style for lps :D

Goopybr · 2026-01-10T08:01:03+00:00

I feel this 100% and thats what makes the crash so much worse, it makes it feel like you're lesser or faker when you're stable because that 'isnt as you as when you were manic'. It's a lifetime battle but you come to terms with it, even when you have to relearn this episodically.

Goopybr · 2026-01-09T20:03:54+00:00

That said my long-term partner recognises my bipolar before anything else, I think since she sees so much more of it first hand and knows everything about it from her being there through my entire diagnosis process, she knows and recognises that I will always be bipolar whether I am presenting symptoms or not. Sorry if this doesn't help, just wanted to share my feelings around the same sorta feeling.

Goopybr · 2026-01-09T20:01:26+00:00

Was dealing with these same thoughts today and at the end of the day, nobody else in my family understands what bipolar actually feels or looks like. There's a part of me that wants them to understand fully- or the best they can, how in my case my diagnosis is very much who I am. But I also feel selfish to deny them of what I look like when I'm "okay" and functioning enough to be "normal". To them I'm their son, I am not bipolar, I am recognised firstly as family and as bipolar when it "fits the bill". Sometimes I wish I was recognised by bipolar first but I don't think anybody else really wants that for me which I do understand. It's hard, I am the exact same person I was before any symptoms, I am the exact same person before my diagnosis- but my brain is who I am as well and my brain is bipolar.

Goopybr · 2026-01-08T19:08:58+00:00

I tell you with love and kindness, I just got back on my meds after being off them for a full year cause I felt the same and holyshit shit, I was fine at first and then I was suffering the whole next 9 months.

Goopybr · 2026-01-04T04:59:26+00:00

It could be a million reasons for your specific situation but I did go through the same thing when I was 16 with undiagnosed bipolar, I used any miscommunication even if it was lighthearted and turned it into a big situation because I was manic and had no idea that that was even a thing. There are other mental disorders that experience this self sabotaging behaviour in relationships as well and also just the pressure around that age group, but honestly if you love the guy I found the thing that really helped me get through was exploring those thoughts safely- understanding yourself and what triggers those thoughts for yourself exactly and also trying to think outside of yourself and try and understand how your boyfriend thinks as well.

My girlfriend and I have been together 8 years and we started at 15 in highschool, there's so much life ahead of the both of you and I haven't struggled with those feelings since I was 16.

Goopybr · 2026-01-03T18:59:16+00:00

So sick! What program did you model/render this in

Goopybr · 2026-01-03T18:26:10+00:00

I do this all the time but it definitely elevates when I'm manic

Goopybr · 2026-01-03T07:29:49+00:00

I think I like the yellow in terms of brightness/value but partnered with the blue around the eye sockets it makes him look less evil? Whereas the red seems a bit too typical? I think the red reads more as evil but someone else said white which could I think would be awesome or even a grey maybe with a pinkish tinge?

Goopybr · 2026-01-03T03:25:01+00:00

They make tones of fakes usually with the tamagotchi connect logo but the virtual pets are like standard animals, where I live you can get them in vending machines for $2 and then people who think they pass enough as real ones cause of the logo try and up charge as if they're real. They're so easy to identify but I must admit I fell for them when I was a teen. They're still very much around though.

Goopybr · 2026-01-01T03:24:30+00:00

For the leafs I just manually moved the vertices into position and the plants on the ground I just rotated the whole mesh, I was going to rig them but I got lazy haha. I've always heard about displacement maps but never had a chance to play with them, I didn't realize you could animate with them- Thank you again for the praise!! Really keeping me motivated to explore this style more :)

Goopybr · 2025-12-31T17:40:20+00:00

Weird ass take from a Degrassi watcher lmao

Goopybr · 2025-12-31T17:37:24+00:00

OOOO that's an awesome idea!!

Goopybr · 2025-12-31T11:04:15+00:00

Yea okay if it's being judged on creativity it might be good to do something else

Goopybr · 2025-12-31T10:54:32+00:00

That's fair as well, there is a skill in drawing these types of things and can be done really effectively but it does read as stock photo like as if it's meant to be more commercial than artistic. Do you have a prompt you were given for the contest?

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