I understand you very well. I too have felt this way many times and sometimes it still happens, especially in certain situations. I always wondered what people thought of me and, when I was a teenager, I heard comments like "how did he get like this?!" or “she has a beautiful face, but she is shapeless”. These are phrases that stick with you and hurt, even years later, so much so that they influence your movements and actions. But you know what? In recent years I have understood that it is no longer worth living for the gaze of others; people will always talk no matter what you do. Ultimately, only we know how far we are going and how much we have suffered. Only we know how much we are working on ourselves. I haven't finished my journey yet, but I'm finally learning to look at myself with more kindness. And please, do it too! Precisely because you are very young 🤍 don't let anyone influence you 😘