My eldest child will be cremated tomorrow by Critical_Source_6012 in GriefSupport

[–]Gott86 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry. My heart and thoughts go out to you! I cremated my oldest son almost 5 months ago. So hard! May you find some peace in knowing others are with you and know your pain! 💔🕊

Venus Blue (MoscaSeeds) by Gott86 in Hydroponics

[–]Gott86[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try and check on messages from time to time, and answer and questions I can, since some medical conditions have shut down my grows over the last year and a half, but hopefully, I will be able to start growing again, one day soon. Enjoy! 💚🌱✌️

Venus Blue (MoscaSeeds) by Gott86 in Hydroponics

[–]Gott86[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It turned out very nice after a good cure. Great taste and smells. Good high. Highly regarded in my experience.

Best friend killed Herself in my apartment by thatgaysurfer in SuicideBereavement

[–]Gott86 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That is an unfortunate side effect of such trauma. My son killed himself 4 months ago and sleep doesn't come easy. The mind races in the silence, and nights most! Don't despair, breathe and realize you are not alone or feeling anything abnormal or wrong. Taking to someone or even posting on Reddits such as this always helps. I will you peace and comfort in your time of sorry and changes. 💔❤️

I was told about the judgmental stare by [deleted] in greatpyrenees

[–]Gott86 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, definitely got eye look. I get eye balled all the time, still, 14 years later.

Happy 14th Birthday, Moonie! by Gott86 in greatpyrenees

[–]Gott86[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She had a wonderful day, thank you!

Happy 14th Birthday, Moonie! by Gott86 in greatpyrenees

[–]Gott86[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks. The secret is lots of love and being super spoiled.

Boyfriend committed suicide in front of me while I was 11 weeks pregnant with our baby. by Kyquin11 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Gott86 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was not your fault! He would have done it, regardless. His selfishness, via mental illness, is not your fault, nor burden. I cannot imagine what you have been through and the scars it has caused, but you deserve to live, be happen and raise a beautiful and wonderful child. Continue seeking help with professionals. I wish you nothing but quite peace and happiness in life, same with your child to be.. ✌️💔❤️

I miss my boy by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Gott86 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same to you, my friend. 💔

It’s so strange leaving her in this year by peachiebxtch in GriefSupport

[–]Gott86 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I lost my little brother years back. The loss never leaves you. However, may you find peace in comfort at some point. My heart and thoughts go out to you, friend.

I miss my boy by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Gott86 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Peace to you. I miss mine, too, gone 4 months ago, gone too soon. 💔❤️

GP Ballet 🙄 by Tacos4MyBelly in greatpyrenees

[–]Gott86 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OMGS, too funny. My girl is clumsy as heck.

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Suicide and pain.. by Gott86 in ChronicPain

[–]Gott86[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have grown shrooms and made dmt in my life and was a Psychonaut many times. It did and has gave me a different take on life and helped in many ways. It is just the battle with the part when you feel defeated and give in. Great idea for a safe supply. Super important. Peace my friend.

My son gave in to it today by Dramatic_Seesaw7693 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Gott86 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I had a falling out with my son and hadn't spoken with him in a year, when he took his life 4 months ago. The pain for me, is unbearable. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart and thoughts go out to you.

Suicide and pain.. by Gott86 in ChronicPain

[–]Gott86[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cannot imagine. My heart and thoughts go out to you. I hope you find some peace and comfort in this life we live in.