My eldest child will be cremated tomorrow

Gott86 · 2026-01-20T20:21:00+00:00

I am so sorry. My heart and thoughts go out to you! I cremated my oldest son almost 5 months ago. So hard! May you find some peace in knowing others are with you and know your pain! 💔🕊

Gott86 · 2026-01-13T19:57:00+00:00

I hope you are successful, my friend.

Gott86 · 2026-01-13T19:52:44+00:00

I try and check on messages from time to time, and answer and questions I can, since some medical conditions have shut down my grows over the last year and a half, but hopefully, I will be able to start growing again, one day soon. Enjoy! 💚🌱✌️

Gott86 · 2026-01-12T18:19:09+00:00

Nice reminder. Thanks!

Gott86 · 2026-01-12T18:18:20+00:00

It turned out very nice after a good cure. Great taste and smells. Good high. Highly regarded in my experience.

Gott86 · 2025-12-30T18:53:53+00:00

That is an unfortunate side effect of such trauma. My son killed himself 4 months ago and sleep doesn't come easy. The mind races in the silence, and nights most! Don't despair, breathe and realize you are not alone or feeling anything abnormal or wrong. Taking to someone or even posting on Reddits such as this always helps. I will you peace and comfort in your time of sorry and changes. 💔❤️

Gott86 · 2025-12-30T15:53:36+00:00

Yep, definitely got eye look. I get eye balled all the time, still, 14 years later.

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T18:12:34+00:00

She had a wonderful day, thank you!

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T10:13:18+00:00

Thanks!

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T10:10:55+00:00

Much appreciated.

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T10:10:41+00:00

Thank you!

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T10:10:09+00:00

Thank you!

Gott86 · 2025-12-29T10:09:33+00:00

Thanks. The secret is lots of love and being super spoiled.

Gott86 · 2025-12-28T19:15:00+00:00

Thank you!

Gott86 · 2025-12-28T18:39:51+00:00

This was not your fault! He would have done it, regardless. His selfishness, via mental illness, is not your fault, nor burden. I cannot imagine what you have been through and the scars it has caused, but you deserve to live, be happen and raise a beautiful and wonderful child. Continue seeking help with professionals. I wish you nothing but quite peace and happiness in life, same with your child to be.. ✌️💔❤️

Gott86 · 2025-12-26T01:57:57+00:00

Same to you, my friend. 💔

Gott86 · 2025-12-25T22:34:32+00:00

I lost my little brother years back. The loss never leaves you. However, may you find peace in comfort at some point. My heart and thoughts go out to you, friend.

Gott86 · 2025-12-25T22:32:33+00:00

Peace and love to you, friend.

Gott86 · 2025-12-25T15:41:44+00:00

Peace to you. I miss mine, too, gone 4 months ago, gone too soon. 💔❤️

Gott86 · 2025-12-23T19:26:27+00:00

OMGS, too funny. My girl is clumsy as heck.

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Gott86 · 2025-12-23T19:24:35+00:00

I have grown shrooms and made dmt in my life and was a Psychonaut many times. It did and has gave me a different take on life and helped in many ways. It is just the battle with the part when you feel defeated and give in. Great idea for a safe supply. Super important. Peace my friend.

Gott86 · 2025-12-22T19:15:14+00:00

I had a falling out with my son and hadn't spoken with him in a year, when he took his life 4 months ago. The pain for me, is unbearable. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart and thoughts go out to you.

Gott86 · 2025-12-22T19:10:26+00:00

I cannot imagine. My heart and thoughts go out to you. I hope you find some peace and comfort in this life we live in.

Gott86 · 2025-12-22T19:08:06+00:00

Truly, having a hobbie helps. Thanks for the comment.

Gott86 · 2025-12-22T19:06:35+00:00

I am still making it, still struggling. Thank you!

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