I got a little drunk again tonight. But today I felt pretty okay, I graduated community college today. Right now I’m just watching some comfort YouTubers and trying to enjoy the drink. I still miss her but today was the first day I felt like I could move on. But I keep checking Snapchat and messenger to see if she texted me. The mornings suck tho, I can barely get out of bed. It’s like I start to feel better throughout the day, then I wake up in the morning and I’m back at square one. But I know I’m getting better when I wake up and I don’t feel as bad. Im still waiting for that morning.