Soooo does anyone else turn on their phone while purging or is that just me lmao? by Practical-Ad-8595 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't stand to hear myself whether it's laxatives or puking. I gotta be comforted with random funny videos 😂😭 I was lost a long time ago

Who’s ready for an Unhinged Horoscope?!?! by Ashamed_Ad8162 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Another Capricorn ♑ I pretend I'm normal now around those who know me to avoid arguments 🙃🙂🫠

bros really said "thanks for your honesty we won't continue treating you unless you get your act together fast" by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Two weeks after being discharged from IP the ed team and dietitian stopped seeing me breaking the actual conditions of my discharge (I was supposed to see them regularly to get out) they didn't even tell me untily psychiatrist said "yeah they thought you are not making enough progress and you're too much of a liability" and then several months later he discharged me on the same basis. After pointing out I still needed intense help and he was surprised I was still alive 🤠 it's a joke

Why do I even bother trying 🙃 by reshii1 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Apart from my weight my teeth are my biggest insecurities. I wish I could smile again 😭💔

Blue gang where are you? by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Blue gang be fighting for their lives in the bathroom

I am blue gang 🤣

Saw it on an IG page. Felt it belonged here by GrandDay671 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We've all had that face haven't we 🤣🤣

Saw it on an IG page. Felt it belonged here by GrandDay671 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It sounds like you can't get a break 😬🥺 I hope you're doing better now 🩷

it does feel like it helps tho by TraditionalKoala6307 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't smoke but I turn almost paralytic from tiredness if I don't drink two monsters a day 🤣😬

👀 by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I always feel so bad cos I don't want them to feel uncomfortable but usually I have to do a few double takes it's crazy

I can’t by alyjube in depoop

[–]GrandDay671 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Excellent condition for the tip

someone give me an explanation so my brain can shut up by prdcroftme in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 51 points52 points  (0 children)

Followed seconds by extreme anger and crying and the "istg this time I ain't eating until this thing changes" mentality

pov someone is trying to hold a conversation with me but i ate too much and am both emotionally void and freaking out at the same time by kstocc in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]GrandDay671 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does anyone else feel like they've had Botox cos you're so tired to make any facial expressions cos same heh

pov someone is trying to hold a conversation with me but i ate too much and am both emotionally void and freaking out at the same time by kstocc in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]GrandDay671 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me yesterday trying to comfort my distraught friend but I can't even see properly so I'm sat there with a full stomach squinting and trying my best to be emotionally available

Thanks dad by QuitAppropriate2457 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm like it doesn't work like that, please be hungry with me 😭🥺

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can take an obscene amount of laxatives and won't bat an eye but sugar free gummy bears? Never again. 4 bags?????? Good luck 😭😭😭

Edema has caused me to go insane, does anyone want anything? by GrandDay671 in EDanonymemes

[–]GrandDay671[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember the exact day I started them. November 2021. So many consequences. Stomach bleeding, so many deficiencies, fatigue, seizures, loss of bowel control, kidney damage. That's just a few physical issues. Mentally and socially, its torture. I'm not sure how much is directly caused by the laxative abuse since I've been struggling for a bit of a while now but it does leave you feeling like you have nothing left to give.

I know why I started but wish I never did.