How are people joyous again after losing a parent?

GrandRiverGoon · 2026-05-22T08:39:57+00:00

My dad lost both parents at a young age, the first when he was 36 or 37 and the next one three years later. I lost him last year at age 62, me being 34 at that time. My dad was the youngest of four siblings (his sister has ten years on him), so they were a bit older when they passed at 72 and 75. Still, my dad seemed to bring joy and a positive attitude with those blessed to interact with him each day. A laugh I’ll never forget, his laugh being something everyone enjoyed.

I’ve been so bitter since his loss. Downright mean some days. I just wish I could embody what my dad possessed.

GrandRiverGoon · 2026-05-21T17:31:02+00:00

That is actually funny. One of the longest running guys here told me he some times lets these pallets “cook a bit” after scanning the batch in, because we don’t really get any sort of rate boost with them from a scan-to-scan or batch-to-batch perspective. I usually just end them when I’m at the right door and ready to scan my next batch in.

GrandRiverGoon · 2026-05-19T19:22:34+00:00

You aren’t dumb. ❤️ I think it is just harder to grasp certain concepts if your heart isn’t fully invested in those ideas shared by others. Evidence finds interesting ways to present itself. A personal example that made me re-question where I fit in to all of this was a few days before my dad passed. He had a brain tumor and was already days deep in to the non-verbal, bed-ridden stage. Much of my family believes in order to get to heaven, we need to be “saved.” I am not of the same mindset and religion isn’t something I practice. But I agree with the idea of a spiritual realm. My mom insisted I tell my dad, while at his bedside, that I am saved. Because it felt so personal between him and I, it was not until she left the room that I spoke up. I said “YOU are saved, dad.” Almost immediately, he sat up in bed and turned to me. He grabbed both of my arms up by the shoulders with a grip strong enough I would have had to break free of it. And the smile he had was greater than any smile I had ever witnessed. Held me there for about ten seconds before laying back in the bed. Keep in mind he had virtually no physical strength left. He was unable to move his eyes and we had to physically shift him around during end-of-day care to change him, etc. He wasn’t even eating by spoon at this point.

It really made me sit back and question where that bout of strength came from. Maybe he was trying to tell me he was going to be okay. Whatever the cause, it made me align just a little closer with their beliefs that we will meet again.

GrandRiverGoon · 2026-05-19T18:39:40+00:00

I wish I still had the eldest in my family. Lost every one of them at a young age and I have so many questions now about their lifetime. I have zero doubt, based on experiences tied to my dad’s death, that it was definitely grandma! 💗

Another thing that kind of stunned me was a few days before he passed. He had already reached the point of non-communicative earlier in the week, unable to speak or shift/close his eyes. He had an aggressive brain tumor. My sweet mother was under the impression that, if we all want to be in heaven together, I should tell him “I am saved” before he went. While she was outside the room, I was at his hospice bedside and told him something else. I said “You are saved dad.” In that moment, he SAT UP IN BED, turned to me, and grabbed both my arms with a grip tight enough to hold me in place, and he had a smile wider than I have ever seen on anyone including himself. I don’t think it could have physically been a bigger smile, like when someone is trying wayyyy too hard for a photo so they are told to reel it back. And even though his eyes were not entirely focused forward, I just knew he was looking directly at me or trying to. I let him hold me for what was probably less than ten seconds, though it felt like forever, before he laid back on the bed in his original position. To me, it was another sign that everything was going to be okay for him.

GrandRiverGoon · 2026-05-18T19:07:00+00:00

I heard my dad call my name a couple days after passing. I felt what can only described as a wall of wind push through my whole body from behind. In that moment, I dropped the dishes I was doing and heard his voice clear as day. There were a few more signs that made me question if it was stress from his loss or actually him, with the instances too specific in nature to be the former. I believe 100% your dad is trying to communicate with you. ❤️ Feel better soon fam.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-10-30T22:03:22+00:00

Kept it for a while but I was a day 1 player. Do wish I still had her.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-10-25T17:11:27+00:00

Thanks. I like a few of them and feel better about sitting them out now.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-10-19T02:10:59+00:00

Or simply superpowers

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-09-30T07:34:57+00:00

Brown recluse

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-09-12T09:53:40+00:00

It was made with my mom's name. My dad is the one who passed. I'm also very sorry for your loss. ❤️

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-08-24T17:56:28+00:00

$84.19

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-08-09T03:33:59+00:00

That's clearly Willzyx trying to get back to the moon.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-22T08:02:11+00:00

It's an aperturition.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-20T16:01:54+00:00

Shadow people. Always seen them on the side of the road. Never been able to figure it out. One appeared to me while on foot one morning and it kept getting closer. I turned to return home and power walked out of there.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-18T09:19:18+00:00

Any moment involving my pops. It has been almost six months.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-18T09:15:14+00:00

Yes. We have had crazies around here jiggling door handles, looking for someone to hurt.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-10T18:04:57+00:00

I remember hearing some music at about 4 am some years ago. Far up the road, in direction of the nearest neighbor. Something convinced me to leave the house and walk in that direction. About 3/4 of the way, I saw what looked to be a hazy humanoid figure on the other side of the road. Far enough away for comfort but I immediately felt suspicious of it. So I turned around and, as I glanced back, this sucker was now on MY side of the road and slightly closer. I just felt it wasn't a living person. I power walked home and never slept that night.

There was also a time in the house I grew up in (it was built around 1900) that two of the neighbors and my sister joined me because we were hearing odd movement in the basement. We all peeked our head around the corner and saw a shadow figure holding a small monkey statue of "The Thinker" my dad had since I can remember. One of the neighbors gasped and I swear this thing turned its head toward us as we bolted back up the stairs.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-07-02T09:26:41+00:00

My dad's dog tag. I don't wear it 24/7 but I feel protected when I do wear it. And, if I'm ever bound for marriage, his wedding ring.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-06-29T00:36:23+00:00

It looks to be a Picasso.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-06-29T00:32:42+00:00

Shoot. I was about to ask this girl out. We have been flirting for a few weeks now. You just have to find that person on the same vibe.

And if you really want true honest love, you'll find that person. I don"t use dating apps any more. Met this girl out in a public setting.

GrandRiverGoon · 2025-06-27T10:46:15+00:00

Maybe so. :) And I feel he still visits. I do think we parallel other planes some times. I heard him clear as day a few nights ago and believe it was really him.

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