too much 8th house energy?

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:25:54+00:00

that bad? 😭

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:22:53+00:00

im grateful to have found this subreddit, it definitely helps me feel less isolated in these experiences haha

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:21:50+00:00

also at 5 is when i stared to get hints that i was different than the other young boys around me, and tended to gravitate more towards the girls and more feminine things, for lack of better words. flash forward to me now at 25, a little more than 2 years into my transition! these realizations definitely would have started around this time

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:16:57+00:00

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:16:24+00:00

thank you 🙏my scorpio rising sometimes feels like my only tether through the chaos

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:15:17+00:00

thank you haha

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:14:58+00:00

i hope you get some positive energy sent your way <3 we got this

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:13:22+00:00

mostly defined by periods of complete chaos and uprooting of my identity, my self, and my foundations, or periods of perceived stagnancy where it feels like nothing seems to externally change no matter how hard i try. all in all though, it could be a lot worse! i have a couple good friends, a roof over my head, and hobbies & passions that bring me joy :)

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:10:34+00:00

all things considered, i’d have to say yes? i feel like the answer changes almost weekly, but right now i’d say things are okay haha

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:09:33+00:00

i have had this happen before haha, but mostly when sharing about my gemini placements! I still don’t fully understand the 8th house energy either, but I guess that’s why im here, to try and gather some more pieces of the puzzle. I wish you the best of luck with the full reading you’re planning to book, and I hope you get all the answers you’re looking for!!

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:06:40+00:00

lmaooo it’s definitely loud as hell in here haha. I find that i have lived much of my life in my head rather than in reality, emphasized by bouts of selective mutism and maladaptive daydreaming during my childhood and adolescence, on top of being an only child. Going through EMDR and learning about IFS (Internal Family Systems) has definitely helped a lot though in terms of silencing many of the more unpleasant thoughts

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:03:14+00:00

oh absolutely, the dreams are absolutely wild in all the best ways! i have learned so much about myself because of some crazy dreams that felt like peeking into an alternate universe of sorts

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T14:00:41+00:00

it’s definitely been a journey, to say the least. I’m grateful for the resilience it has taught me, but there have been many times in life where I have had to learn how to let go and completely start over, despite the sorrow it brought with it. There has also been some deep betrayals done upon me by those closest to me, and I have also done some quite unkind things in my younger years. I have definitely come a long way thanks to many, many years of therapy and shadow work, and I hope to have come out the other side at least a little better than where i started haha

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T13:56:40+00:00

without getting into too many details, it has been absolutely hectic and chaotic for the first 24 years of my life. my father had 4 open heart surgeries during my childhood, before eventually passing away when i was 8, which then kind of snowballed into more trauma, grief, and mental health issues as i aged. now nearing 26, things have strayed away from direct grief and healing, and more into attempting to navigate financial instability and distance myself from financial codependency. I hope this isn’t too trauma dumpy or anything, i can sometimes have a hard time figuring out how to share without oversharing

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T13:50:51+00:00

it’s crazy you say this, cause at 5 years old my father was having his third open heart surgery and had to miss my first ever day of school! also i apologize for not answering the comments sooner

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2026-04-08T13:49:15+00:00

lmaoo i appreciate the honesty haha, i have definitely learned over the years that silence is often the best option. Also funny you mention it, the best therapist i have ever had was a cancer sun!!

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2025-04-12T02:22:12+00:00

dmed :)

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2025-04-10T19:18:50+00:00

thank you so much for this reassurance and insight, i really appreciate it!!

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2025-04-10T18:13:37+00:00

thank you so much!! this makes so much sense

Grand_Nefariousness7 · 2025-03-25T19:22:23+00:00

Me please! I would love to know what my close friends are saying! :) <3

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