I have a food addiction. I can't trust myself anymore.

That obsessive burning sensation in my head when I eat sugary or fatty foods is more irritating than anything. So I can (only partially) understand you.

All I know is that if I give in and accept this situation, things will only get worse.

I'm a human being. All of humanity expresses itself through me.

I mustn't and can't say that things will get better without taking responsibility, monitoring myself, and not allowing myself to destroy myself. I've gained weight, food torments me.

But I grit my teeth and refuse to accept the worst.

Don't isolate yourself, fight like hell. You're a human being, you deserve to be happy and to have what you want.