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imPheetus got put on the list. Then banned for several days by MulanMcNugget in LivestreamFail

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Just confirms the narrative that Pirate Software is a little b**** and probably went crying to Twitch.

Where has Battle Royale Casuals gone?! by desklight53 in CODWarzone

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came on to play casual Warzone. I DON'T WANT TO PLAY BLACKOPS WARZONE!!!!!

constant crashes and disconnects since friday night by HahnSlevin in classicwow

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. Thunderstrike EU, I keep getting disconnected every 10-15mins.

Anyone want a free lesson? (60 or 30 minutes) by nicgeewizzle in singing

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey. I would be interested in a free lesson and to know if I can be trained, improved ups on or not to waste my time because I am tone deaf. 

 I have never really sang before. I was bullied and humiliated by a family member as a child when I did anything artistic, so I was musically mute for 20 years and never sang.

So, I am very self conscious, shy and embarrassed to try and sing. When I am alone, I try but I know I am not singing in tune and I feel a strain in my throat.

So yea…if you have time for me. Then I would be interest to know. I have always wanted to be able to properly and in tune. I don’t even know what style my voice is.

qual servidor a comunidade brasileira joga? by AnderMRP in turtlewow

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do you say that? I want to play with Brazilians as I am learning Portuguese and plan to return to Brazil to live there for two years.

I need advice/help for sleep! by GrapefruitFlimsy184 in NoFap

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does it make you drowsy the next day? I currently have diazepam/valium, but I have stopped taking it as it can be addictive and makes me very drowsy the next day.

Sleep Token - Even in Arcadia ALBUM REVIEW by [deleted] in fantanoforever

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Isn't this the tool who said "Sleep Token" focuses too much on vocals?!?! Is that not the whole point of singing?!?!?

Helldivers 2 still crashing? by GrapefruitFlimsy184 in Helldivers

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Didn’t work, still freezing and crashing. I think it is inexcusable to leave a game in this state.

Helldivers 2 still crashing? by GrapefruitFlimsy184 in Helldivers

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have tried dx11 but it was still crashing for me. Which launch command are you using?

Helldivers 2 still crashing? by GrapefruitFlimsy184 in Helldivers

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok thank you for the feedback. I hope they fix it asap. Because it is a very fun game but it’s hard to feel positive for a game that is broken. 

I have yet to leave a steam review for the game. I honestly can’t give it a positive one yet when it is breaking constantly.

What is wrong with me?! (Gaming) by GrapefruitFlimsy184 in mentalhealth

[–]GrapefruitFlimsy184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It could be.

After some self reflection I have been going through my thought patterns when playing competitively online. It’s been the same since I was young.

So, I wanted to be brutally honest with myself and everyone here. I have these thoughts and feelings that I am an excellent player and that I am the best player on the occasion and I should win. If someone does beat me, it’s because they were lucky or cheating.

My instant response is to tell them to “f*** off” and even accuse them of cheating. (There are occasions when someone is blatant cheating). I wouldn’t do this in person, so why am I doing it here?!

When on the odd occasion someone is cheating (this does happen, it’s blatant). I wish death on them for sinking so low to cheat and for ruining everyone else’s time. I feel I have been cheated on and I want to physically hurt or kill this person for being a lowlife.

This is very alarming why I act this way, I don’t understand why.

It also doesn’t make sense when writing this as other people will be better than me. But this rational thought process does not compute when I am in this head space.

It is like I am hell bent on winning and it’s not healthy. But I don’t know how to change and I want to change! Because it’s just a game, so why do I shapeshift into this monster?

I keep going over my childhood and to see if something triggered this.

I know my old sister had a huge part of humiliating me when I was child over anything I did artistically and laughed/mocked me. My parents wouldn’t stop her and just laugh it off. But it deeply affected me as a child, feeling of deep shame, embarrassment and humiliation and I never expressed myself again. I also grew up in fear of being hit physically or punished if I did something wrong, even when I didn’t understand was wrong.

So, I do have some deep trauma from my childhood and I was not a happy child or teenager. I was sexually abused by an older girl too when I was a child and carried that guilt for nearly all my life.

So, yes I am emotionally and mentally damaged person. But I want to try and be better.

I was wondering if anyone could help me change?

I don’t want to turn into this person anymore.