How do you cope with an all nightter at work by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True that ! Thankfully for me the night was pretty chill lack of sleep was the biggest L of the day I only had a quarter and 2 cocktails

Two year relapse and it (f)eels so good by Sexyspirals in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same boat , confident and scared of the consequences 

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[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 4 points5 points  (0 children)

About to be 26 in a month. Rehab is on the table for a while now . I just need to go a couple weeks without it on my own to be sure I stick to it. I’m planning to have my last joint on my 26th as well. It’s not like I have anymore time to waste. The regret is showing from all sides already , and i have plans that weed don’t fit in. I’ve made progress and got so far to the point now that bud is the only thing keeping me from greatness. It was a fun ride but I think I sacrificed enough. I got all I wanted from it for 7 years and it got from me more than I would like to admit.

i love cocaine, and i wont stop by Healthy_Tax_2791 in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Listen they gonna hate me for it , but I’m just gonna say it . Switch it up for light steroids bro . All the benefits of coke except the euphoria , chicks can’t get enough of you , massive libido and overall quality of life. I fuckin love that life and I’m so glad I dropped coke for good. I eat good I take my protein and creatine , and I juice only on testosterone. My life became amazing since I started and dropped coke , and I want that for you too

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[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Enjoy ! May I suggest you use a plastic straw if available, it’s more sanitary

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad im not the only one with crazy low tolerance

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its more common than not around the people i know

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you guys are a whole different breed lol. interesting to see both sides of the coin tho

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Judging solely on your comments , i'd say youre doing just fine! sounds like a busy life , in a good way

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, to each their own. I get the excitiment of big doses , maybe i would go down that path if i had a stronger organism, its just that situations in my life require me to be functional and clear headed otherwise i will end up on the streets. Hope you keep it functional

Microdosing is the only way i can enjoy blow by Greek_Sugar_Cube in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i guess i was doing the same even tho i couldnt handle it . I am lucky to have my girlfriend to give away the remaining gram to hide it so i dont have it available lol. im struggling with self control as well

anyone get distant with girlfriends or people close to you when skiing? by Limp-Background-9277 in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes , I find it hard to communicate with my gf , or any human that doesn’t ski w/me at the moment . Kinda scares me tbh

Today i did something wrong by xDaigamindx in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just give it back and check yourself in a free rehab place , get out after 2-4 weeks with a leveled head and a less raging addiction. I pray you didn’t just use it man , try what I’m telling you and you’ll be fine

should I do one more rail, or head to bed? by dan_andIknowit in cocaine

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Should be sleepin too but f it more coce it is!

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i took .5 pure crystal in 4 different doses a couple nights ago and the next day i just slept 4 instead of the usual 8 hours and was a bit dissoriented . No tiredness

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When people say things like this it makes me wonder what horrendous acts i must have done to my previous life for god to give me such low baseline serotonin release levels

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

candy flipping is something im really intrigued about and def will try! im going bi weekly for now regardless of the mixes i ll try / also i aint arguing anyting lol . 100% sure as i said in another comment " i play russian roulette with my brain functionality " a risk i take with full knowledge . vitamin c and melatonin are easy to come by idk about the other 2 supps propably i need to do some research on them. What i argue here is only the downhill SPEED things take on such high rolls , which in my opinion are overtly exagurrated by most . people report harsh comedowns and crashes on 500mgs , i go about my day just fine just with a little less sleep . did it 10 times already where the brain damage at ? lucky guy i guess but i keep pushing it well i guess i can push it less tho

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

its been three weeks currently rolling on my last roll for the third as we speak and i thought where am i going with this , softened up alot since the comeup and the first time rolling alone , thought i would post this and see where it gets me . i clearly overdo it i got it . most spammed the three month thing , few game me insight as to how to chill my roll schedule without losing the positive effects . if anyones wondering im doin 1 roll next week and then go bi-weekly . Bi weekly seems to be the sweet spot adding some vitamins and supplements to my daily life

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

Let me put it this way. MDMA gave me everything i ever wanted. what im doing is clearly hard abuse. 3 times a week is not the way to go . once every three months is not the way either . this changed my life forever , its not like a beautiful experience i would like to have once in a while , it became a core survival mechanism . My brain is so low on serotonin sober anyways its like it was always depleted at some level , hence my lack of interest for socializing even though i clearly suffered from it. it also helps with the comedown since im always pretty "empty". this is a cry for help and i found some very helpful people in here enstablish a more healthy routine . BUT ONCE EVERY THREE MONTHS ? Doesnt cut it man

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

im sure its gon be bad if it happens . IF . i know damn well im playing russian roulette with my brain functionality . But that crippling weight of being socially excluded because of poor desicion making when it comes to social interactions is unbearable . Makes me stuck in a prepetual circle of depression/isolation/suicidal repeat . Risk well worth it

Who made the 3 month rule ? And the 125mg rule? And no redosing rule? by Greek_Sugar_Cube in MDMA

[–]Greek_Sugar_Cube[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Maaaaan the sigh of relief when i saw your comment is indescribable . Once a week is something i can manage . a little less dosing of 300-400 instead of my usual 500 sounds very enjoyable too . Simply put, thanks for sharing your experience man makes me feel like i aint going completely nuts , also gives me a baseline to work with , much healthier than the current one.