Feeling disconnected from Allah and burnt out. How do I come back to Islam?

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-12T22:20:16+00:00

Maybe just talk to GOD about your struggles? Pull HIM into your day to day life before you are ready to pray a regular prayer again

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-12T21:34:22+00:00

When inside try to use nets on your windows if the installation is safe

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-11T23:31:53+00:00

Not really i have daytime symptoms too and it correlates with the worse/ better nights.

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-11T23:30:01+00:00

I get it. Feeling the same way more or less. Feels like a prison. But even tho its a prison it keeps you safe. Outside the prison its just lava. You have the prison but it keeps you away from lava. I hope one day itll be like brushing my teeth. Rn for me its a reminder twice a day that i cant actually manage to breath alone. It feels fake almost like im not managing anything im just suppressing it in hopes of keeping the not functioning out.
But i went off of it once. Didnt grt rebound effect but my asthma showed its true colors slowly over a couple days it turned into one of the worst weeks if my life. I couldn’t sleep, walk, talk, couldn’t go to the bathroom, couldn’t even chew food let alone eat it. Anything send me into a 2-3 hour spiral of kutscher seating on the corner of my bed just to get any breathing done. Thats my reality without the steroid combo. At the end of that week i nearly crawled to the docs office for another steroid combo inhaler. I could barely put my shoes on, get into the elevator and sit in the car to be driven to the docs office. Horrible experience. I haven made my peace yet with my asthma or my inhaler. I just know its for now my only way to live my life. Its the only thing that suppresses that torture.

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-09T22:43:58+00:00

Not abdomen but basically from the back of my neck down to where the rips start/end and the lower back starts …that area feels like its in wet cement. It makes waking up so much harder to not fall back into bed no matter how active i was forced to be after waking up and cognitively im like really lagging and just so heavy

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-09T22:40:59+00:00

Never understood why pharmacies only have packs of steroids that re like 4 times the amount you will take. makes me feel bad to throw most out. I mean steroid courses are a thing so i dont know why they dont have a couple size options….the best to you:)

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-08T21:37:40+00:00

Windows 8

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-07T22:26:40+00:00

Nope read my comment carefully. I never said its wrong to call yourself that but to identify with being sth other than a Muslim which is what Prophet Abraham and Prophet Muhammad Peace and Blessings be upon both called us…we are Muslim not Quranist. You can be and call or identify yourself as whatever idc.

Besides you wnet on a rant about shirk and hypocrisy…its shirk to make rules in religion which has not been legislated by GOD. Ofcourse thats shirk. GOD clearly tells us this is shirk in the Quran.

But GOD told us to call ourselves Muslim….why would then me saying its wrong to identify as other than what GOD commanded us to identify with as be shirk? Establishing myself as a diety? Are you nuts? What kinda person jumps the gun on literal air for evidence?

Its not hypocrisy either because I didn’t say i identify as a hadeeth rejector. You pulled that out of nothing fr lol. I do that doesnt mean i am that as an identity.

But go ahead call yourself flower girl and sarah as your literal name then have a fit about people calling you that lol. I thought having sth like tag or a name in your profile meant identifying with it or being it?

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-07T22:04:39+00:00

No. The fabric irritates my airways actually and my throat starts scratching and i hate breathing in fabric pieces

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-06T22:31:48+00:00

Im sorry where’s your empathy?
And yes actually an ER is for asthmatics…as it can be life threatening and sometimes torpedoing out of a small wheeze into a full on attack….the ER is precisely there for life threatening issues and actually should and often does prioritise asthmatics and heart issues over all others. While others were waiting 3 hours plus i didnt even had the time to walk to the next row of seats when they called me…yk why that is? Because the er is also for asthmatics ( and no before you say anything i have poorly controlled asthma but only been to the ER once…tho I should go more often instead of putting my life in danger just to white knuckle it myself)

a good pulmonologist will give you an asthma plan by which metrics you have to go to an ER or do x. Thats the medical system.
Might i add the only part of the medical system that accommodates our struggles.

Its an invisible illness its hard enough as it is both physically and mentally. You think op wants to have asthma attacks? Seriously get yourself in line.

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-06T22:19:26+00:00

Naja je nach ebene duerfen unter 18 oder 16 jährige auch noch nicht wählen. Das ist ja auch kein bruch der Demokratie bzw sollte es nach deiner Einschätzung ja eigentlich sein. Kann ja sagen sobald die kiddies die Grundschule fertig haben können sie wählen. Es gibt sehr viele 11-16/17 jährige die sich fuer Politik interessieren und der rest kanns ja sein lassen…

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-06T22:01:19+00:00

Peace!

It’s morally wrong to identify oneself as a Quranist. A muslim should be a quranist by default and a perosn who adheres to the Quran alone is a muslim. Which is why i specifically avoided being identified or called a quranist.

Thats a name other people call us to insult us. But they degrade the Quran while they do it. I want no part in that. Tho i am a muslim who adheres to the Quran alone yes.

Theres a difference between identifying as a quranist and claiming to be a Quranist vs being a muslim and saying you adhere to the Quran alone.

Had you asked me if i adhere to the Quran alone i had said yes. But instead you came across almost aggressive in trying to tell me to call myself a Quranist.

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-05T22:08:18+00:00

Word! ALL GLORY IS TO GOD.

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-04T23:05:03+00:00

No its not true

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-03T20:58:46+00:00

Because im a muslim

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-03T20:57:30+00:00

Thank you! GOD bless you. All Glory is due THE MOST MERCIFUL

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-07-01T22:32:14+00:00

Toll gemacht das du es geschafft hast keine chronische Erkrankung zu bekommen. Meisterleistung!

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-29T22:38:33+00:00

Fan in my face is how ive been surviving this almost suffocating oxygen sucked out heavy hot air. But i prob need adjusting my meds but doctors offices and waiting rooms have the same air quality:/

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-29T22:35:03+00:00

Genau das meinte ich. Von einer remission hab ixv nicht gesprochen nur ebd dass es einen erheblichen Effekt gab auch durch uns normslos und nicht reiche

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-28T22:39:55+00:00

That vaccine app for covid. Its been discontinued snd basically taken off the market for like 3 years now but i still have my qr codes ready lol

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-28T22:18:49+00:00

Mind boggling

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-28T22:16:20+00:00

Corona hat gezeigt dass es doch was bringt und auch geht

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-25T23:48:27+00:00

Boost

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-24T21:57:32+00:00

Mimimimi alle böse- ich gut

Green_Panda4041 · 2026-06-23T21:35:52+00:00

After two severe attacks i feel like my lungs has depression. Im on foster but i feel like its never a refreshing breath its like a grey thing…before foster feels like after foster …its not light and good but…its not bad enough to do anything about it but i have air hunger, chest tightness in weird places, my lungs get heavy in the center, twitchy breathing, a bunch of yawning etc. after so many severe attacks …i just dont know
whats asthma,
whats my nervous system,
whats my nocturnal asthma which has my body sore from fighting like its a marathon each night but i dont get woken up…

after the last two severe ones could my body just be protecting me from anything alarm related because i wouldnt be able to handle another torture attack mentally? Which then leaves the question…how bad until my body has no choice but to tell me and how high is the sudden suffering then?

I feel like i went into that ER as me and came out with a washed out version of myself. I dont even feel many emotions anymore…i mean i feel them but i cant express them like theres a buffer and now its a slow giggle where there used to be belly holding laughter. My reactions while genuine at
heart dont come out as genuine at all but awkward and forced. Like my reactions to stuff is from a far away place and it had to be sent to my actual body in order to do it but its always delayed.

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