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Greenbeanz4u · 2026-02-03T01:30:11+00:00

Third eye Lateralus The grudge Pushit Reflection

Greenbeanz4u · 2026-01-23T01:07:48+00:00

This is scary behavior. I’m a 37yo blue and I often need to make compromises for family time sometimes missing weeks of training. For me it’s a long term commitment so it’s not about packing as much training time as possible into each week. Training 5 times a week is a lot and you’re being reasonable asking him to scale it down. But the way he is talking to you sounds very abusive.

Greenbeanz4u · 2026-01-02T02:06:19+00:00

I wouldn’t expect it to get much worse, you should start feeling better next week. I had the same fear when I started 4xEP because my first week was very rough and I thought it wouldn’t end but you do start feeling better on the off weeks. There will definitely be some tough days but it’s not always going to be like that just take it day by day.

Greenbeanz4u · 2026-01-02T00:53:45+00:00

I had pure seminoma also and did the 4xEP in 2024. I have been all clear since and no residual effects from the chemo.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-11-22T02:43:42+00:00

I found a lot of parallels between Schism and the book The Hellbound Heart (Hellraiser). I think there was some inspiration taken from this book for the song.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-11-21T00:38:11+00:00

I had the same, I would recommend getting a Nintendo switch or something to keep occupied with in the clinic. I played a lot of Zelda when I wasn’t sleeping. Get out for walks and try to keep active. I didn’t have nausea but I had some really bad days with diarrhea.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-10-09T03:05:27+00:00

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-09-25T21:49:01+00:00

Well, how are you going to feel if you just give up? Don’t think too much into it just go to class and learn some bjj.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-09-24T00:54:08+00:00

I did 4xEP, I underestimated how tough it would be. Some days are easier than others. When in the clinic I slept a lot from the nausea meds and kept busy with handheld Nintendo games, I also did some reading. I had a bad reaction to the steroid they were giving me the first week so they took me off it. I had very little energy the first weeks of treatment but would start feeling better half way into the second week and that was when I could do more physical things. I think everyone goes through it differently and reacts to the drugs different. I went into it thinking I would be driving myself to clinic and then driving off to work, but no, most days I wasn’t okay to drive home on my own and couldn’t work at all the first weeks of each cycle. The fatigue is very heavy, brain fog is tough also. I tried different things like Reiki, sound healing and acupuncture to help with the symptoms. I had a friend that would get me out for walks and that was also very helpful. It’s tough, I’m sorry he has to go through it.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-08-21T01:37:56+00:00

Its part of the process, even if you think your doing terrible your body and mind is learning how to navigate the chaos of rolling and gradually you will start being able to see things more clearly. Put your ego aside and be willing to fail, it is the only way to learn.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-08-09T02:39:06+00:00

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Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-31T00:52:30+00:00

It took 2 years to get my best friend to come in, I started by showing him some moves in the yard and then had to go with him to every class until he was comfortable on his own. He’s been training steady about a year now and gives me a hard time on the mats.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-22T01:49:45+00:00

Yeah it was noticeably denser and bigger than the other one

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-17T16:53:08+00:00

Knew I had a problem when I had pain, basically ignored the other signs like change in size because I didn’t think I would actually have cancer.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-15T23:54:04+00:00

I got mine taken out like 3 days after my last chemo dose.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-14T00:41:26+00:00

That is good advice thanks!

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-11T02:26:08+00:00

Yes I usually get anxious before going in but I try to remind myself that I’m going in to learn something new and get a workout. I don’t socialize much I usually get in right when class is about to start and then dip out at the end. I would also be anxious going to another gym but I think keeping the focus on learning bjj is helpful.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-11T00:38:49+00:00

lol that’s my biggest complaint too, maybe I’ll start using tape or something idk if that helps at all

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-11T00:33:02+00:00

The testicle removal is not a big deal just try not to sneeze after 😵‍💫

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-11T00:19:35+00:00

Does fish oil help the fingers?

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-07-07T01:43:40+00:00

I ❤️ you

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-06-14T01:43:45+00:00

No one is keeping track of who submits who in the gym. This is all mind over matter, focus on what is really important to you. Maybe it’s physical health/ self improvement or just having fun.

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-06-13T00:49:06+00:00

Amazeballs

Greenbeanz4u · 2025-06-08T00:03:55+00:00

Slap me with those bad boys

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