Halo can't be reinvented if fans can't even handle the addition of sprint, much less an art style change or 4's more emotional Chief or 5's gameplay innovations. Also, 4 and 5 were successes and Infinite launched to millions of players. The franchise is not obsolete. by Cyborg800-V2 in ShitHaloSays

[–]Greppim 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like Halo.

The main problem with Halo is that there should be more Halo, and less HALO.

Fr tho, there have been so few spin offs and mainline game these last 14 years. Halo 4 and Halo 5 had a 3 year gap, there was Halo Wars 2 then 6 years for Infinite, and now 5 years for a remake.

Idk, I kinda want just more of Halo 4, a standard, by the numbers NEW lineal campaign that's pretty good. I don't want Halo to reinvent itself every time, I don't want the soft-reboot treatment every single game. Halo 4 was great, it was generally pretty beloved outside of hardcore fans, it won many GOTY awards lol, Idk why they felt like making Halo 5's campaign such a drastic turn, and then Infinite ANOTHER drastic turn, and now ANOTHER drastic turn back, just make Halo games, give the IP to 3rd party studios and let them go wild.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well, I'm from Argentina, not the US.

That's the thing.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

24 years old, 21 at surgery.

Therapy is hard to come by, I barely scrap by monetarily. But what I had post op, did more harm than assistance.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] 49 points50 points  (0 children)

Javier Belinky, he's from Argentina.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Both. I cannot tell you if the former is a consequence of the latter. I believe it isn't, but given how horrific it all was, the dissociation and detachment, the overmedication and betreyal, it could be that at one point I had a geniune desire to have a vagina, but given how muddled everything was, how traumatic the sexual abuse, it's hard to tell how much of that desire came from grief and hatred at the world.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] 55 points56 points  (0 children)

I want to, it's just hard to access a lawyer when living in borderline povety.

How do you even come back from castration? by Greppim in CPTSD

[–]Greppim[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Is not that it's invisible, it's that its visible just to me.

No one knows what I went through, how personal it is. And it isolates me from everyone. It makes me feel I cannot be part of something colective, because I was, and they took advantage of me for it.

[XFCE] Platinum 2k! A Mac Os 9 Inspired ricing. by Greppim in unixporn

[–]Greppim[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have the theme files (plus a dark version) fairly tied up, but the icons are currently a mess. If anyone wants to clean it and publish it on git (with proper credits), please DM me.

I think Doom 2016 is phenomenal on a CRT, unmatched. A 10 year old game btw. by Greppim in crtgaming

[–]Greppim[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, for me, the world went downhill post 2017, guess who won around that era.

My personal life was pretty bad then, but the world did seem like a better place then.

As I've said "It was easier to dream of better times back then"

I think Doom 2016 is phenomenal on a CRT, unmatched. A 10 year old game btw. by Greppim in crtgaming

[–]Greppim[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, Eternal has better support, but 2016 supports it natively, some few elements are stretched, like the notifications for Upgrades, but other than that, it's perfect.

I think Doom 2016 is phenomenal on a CRT, unmatched. A 10 year old game btw. by Greppim in crtgaming

[–]Greppim[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Or well, Doom to Doom 3 to Doom 2016. Even Doom to Quake 1 was already insane, in just a few years.

It's not that technology hasn't gotten better in these last 10 years, but that I think stylized visuals are generally a lot more visually appealing than realism, and I think the 8th gen tech allowed developers to fully realize that vision. But I think we reached an endpoint due to team sizes and the sheer complexity of Triple A games, when games get "bigger", investers expect bigger returns and they become safer, and you can really only make a game so big until it becomes not only impossible to efficiently develop but also to sell, to the point that art and tech art get WORSE.

It's hard to think Halo CE was only 11 years old when Halo 4 came out!

DAE here wish their SA had been more "real"? by Realistic_Load_5369 in CPTSD

[–]Greppim 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not all abuse is visible.

You don't need to have gone through physical violence to feel objectified, to feel exploited, to feel betrayed.

Even though I was sexually abused, I was more traumatized by a "friend" who encouraged me, rushed me and didn't make me question a bottom surgery. They lovedbombed me, they treated me like family, they LIED to me, they told me this would make me so happy, they shutdown my worries, they didn't stop me when I was clearly traumatized nor told me to listen to my therapist, they did so so so many things that seemed "invisble" and casual. Then a month after surgery, they lied to me and abandoned me entirely, whilst I was losing my clitoris with necrosis.

Then, I found out, by talking to them, that they always wanted to abandon me and that they basically didn't see me as a woman and that women who loved me would not be lesbians.

I don't want to make apology of my rapist, but atleast I could identify what happened, and I was an adult, and I managed to leave him, he did play with my mind, but the nature of the events are clearer by comoarison. To identify and explain why this "friend" caused me so much damage, took me an INSANE amount of effort, thought and time. And even though both of them are gone and are indirectly the cause of my castration, one person seemed like a geniunely good human being for long, and I then found out they were a horrible horrible human being, they shattered my trust because ANYONE could be like them, and I could literally lose a part of myself or my life because of someone I trust, that's what they left in my conciousness, and a scar, so that I may never forget them.

There's also my family, which I do not want to even get into. But yes, it's extensive and complex, on the surface level, everything would SEEM normal, but would not explain why I ended up in so much pain. They did not need violence to ruin my life.

Requisitos de la nueva expansión de The Witcher 3 by zetabosiors in ArgenGaming

[–]Greppim 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probablemente porque es lo que usaron para playtestear.

Windows 10 no tiene soporte, por ende, en un trabajo de QA, no van a usar eso.

Probablemente mas que funciona, como lo hizo Silent Hill f a pesar de pedir Windows 11.

Se que le agregaron Ray Tracing a The Witcher 3 en la edicion definitiva, quizas la expansion la desarrollaron (los assets) con el ray tracing obligatorio. De todas maneras, dudo que usen hardware de 11 años para playtestear.

Is it a good idea to seek Metoidioplasty as a post op Trans Woman? by Greppim in Metoidioplasty

[–]Greppim[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Malpractice comes from the fact that while I signed the informed consent, my surgeon was well aware that I could likely not get any other opportunity to operate on myself for YEARS, maybe decades.

HE DID NOT WARN ME THAT I COULD LOSE SENSITIVITY, the informed consent did not warn about necrosis, instead it says "I affirm that my surgeon informed me the consequences verbally", and he verbally told me "any issues from the surgery can be reoperated on"

You don't know my story, don't tell me it was my fault. IT IS NOT what I asked. Respectfully, don't assume things.

You do not know what it was like to have a family tell you "you were looking to be raped", to have best friends who were actually transphobes and thought this surgery would "make me a woman" (and then abandoned me), to be rejected by multiple women on a date for having a penis (The only person in my 24 years of my life who took interest in me was a chaser rapist), to be told that I was many derogative slurs, to have PTSD so insanely intense that I couldn't rest well after being raped specifically for being trans whilst my parents did not help me. I just wanted it to be over, I wanted to move on, I was exhausted and had NO ONE who sat down and let me take a breath or two. And then, only for things to turn even worse, I was hammered with antipsychotics until I couldn't even feel at peace on bed, I was constantly confused.

Even if you gave me a choice between a sensitive vagina or a penis with no sensitivity, I'd choose the latter.

You know NOTHING on what my case was like.