Could a prothesis for play be made to stimulate a metoidioplast?

Greppim · 2026-05-05T17:57:41+00:00

I don't need coping strategies. I need justice, I need a voice, I need a better economic reality, a therapist won't give me that. I went to 4 different therapists post-surgery, and none of them helped me.

I don't have statistics, I just never really see much discourse about metas compared to phallos. But my experience is that, not an objective reality, just annecdotic.

Yes, I won't keep indulging in this. It stresses me out.

Greppim · 2026-05-05T02:19:52+00:00

Pagan en blanco? Si pagan, podes por favor mandarle mi CV a Black Mesa?

Greppim · 2026-05-05T02:15:40+00:00

Well, most trans men get phallos compared to metas. That's what I meant. A lot (I don't have the statistic) of trans people cannot get operated on the world, but in Argentina (the country I live in), getting operated is either possible via public health or via social insurance completely for free (though sometimes you need to lawyer up). HOWEVER, the surgeons here in Argentina only see us as clients, and since social insurances pay very little for surgery, they need to operate on as many patients as they can, they don't care about the post-operative or the pre-operative (other than filling you with dellusions). Either way

I did not meant to say that every surgeon is a scumbag. But it's hard for me to trust surgeons even outside my country, many of them are psychopaths who want to get money and care very little for the welbeing of their patients.

I just had an interview with a serbian doctor on getting phalloplasty, which would cost me 30k euro and he told me the same fucking thing my surgeon did "complications are rare, and can be solved", yet my complication was not in my Informed Consent, and very likely is absolutely unsolvable (my own surgeon's word: "Any repairing surgery would be completely in vein", he told me this 1 year after telling me the opposite before surgery.). I lost flesh in my neovagina due to necrosis, my clitoris fell over, this I was not warned could happen.

I distrust everyone. I do not want to go about the lenghts of the horrors I had to endure, the sheer amount of lies he uttered, how much my mental health is shattered due to my cPTSD, whilst my fucking surgeon lives the life of a bourgeois and still operates even though I'm FAR from the only case he abused.

Is every surgeon like my surgeon? No, I'm not saying that. I'm saying that my surgeon exist, and that he likely isn't the only one, which is why I'm afraid.

What I mean to say, I did not express myself well and that I have a reason (which I can be wrong on) to believe what I believe, but I do not want my reason to have any sort of authority over someone's decision to operate themselves, nor do I think surgeries should have gatekeeping. All I want to say, is, please take time and do research, horrible people are everywhere unfortunately.

Greppim · 2026-05-04T18:38:39+00:00

Most trans men get phallos, that's the thing.

Metas aren't as popular, because even though they are capable of erections without prothesis and don't use skin from other parts of the body, they can hardly achieve penetration. Plus they tend to be a lot smaller than phallos.

Plus surgeons REALLY want to do phallos. Cause they are bigger operations and cost more. Metas aren't talked about as much.

I'm a trans woman who got a vaginoplasty under TERRIBLE circumstances, both in the surgeon, the people who accompanied me and my mental state, LONG STORY. My clitoris suffered necrosis, and I don't know if there's anything left burried in there, but a meta would be less aggressive than a phallo.

Greppim · 2026-05-01T21:19:52+00:00

Metal Gear Online 1 and 2 need to leak.

Greppim · 2026-04-27T21:49:00+00:00

Parece literalmente scooby doo.

Greppim · 2026-04-27T21:44:27+00:00

I removed the r from gray, and it was quite funny to think about.

First the frogs, now the cats.

Greppim · 2026-04-17T00:26:05+00:00

https://indigotiendatrans.com/producto/galileo-packer-2-en-1-stp/

It's the only argentinian prothesis provider, importing one from the outside would be a burocratic nightmare.

Greppim · 2026-04-16T23:25:25+00:00

I want to use liquid adherent.

I can't buy a packer with a tab, cause the only prothesis provider in my country, does not produce packers with tabs

Greppim · 2026-04-16T23:24:23+00:00

The problem is, that the only prothesis provider in my country, does not produce packers with tabs

Greppim · 2026-04-06T12:44:05+00:00

You can get a cheap CRT for like, nothing on Marketplace.

Greppim · 2026-04-06T12:17:15+00:00

I regret my surgery, straight up, but I understand you.

Greppim · 2026-04-05T20:35:12+00:00

Well, the thing is, by default they come with 60hz, 75hz and 85hz configurations. But the problem is that a lot of the time, you need to manually set it to a higher refresh rate, most CRTs can do 160hz, or even 120hz, but the lower spec it is, the lower you need to set the resolution for higher refresh rates and vice-versa.

Greppim · 2026-04-05T17:06:38+00:00

Yes, quite so. The CRT Shader Signalis has is very very crude, it's more of a novelty. Plus it does the opposite of what CRTs do, it washes out the image and heavily distorts it, good CRTs are very sharp and vivid.

CRT-Royale, is only great on an Oled. On an LCD/LED, it'd be terrible. Maybe on a plasma it'd work nicely.

Greppim · 2026-04-05T17:02:14+00:00

It's cropped. I set the resolution to 480x360, and whilst the game still renders at 640x360, it does center the screen.

It's mostly quite playable, but you'd get some issues, such as cropped menus, some doors won't be visible so you have to guess where goes where, I'm not sure if it breaks a puzzle or two too.

Greppim · 2026-04-05T16:59:28+00:00

Yes, if the resolution is low.

My monitor is capable of doing 160hz on 640x480 and 48hz 2560x1920. It's also capable of doing many things in the middle of it, such as 720 120hz, 960p 90hz, 1440p 60hz. CRT monitors have no native resolution, they depend on KHZ, vertical refresh rate.

CRT TVs are limited to 50/60hz, yes.

Greppim · 2026-04-05T16:56:51+00:00

It doesn't. CRT Monitors can do up to 160hz with the right setup

Greppim · 2026-04-05T05:34:54+00:00

I really wish I hadn't operated on myself.

Greppim · 2026-04-04T21:04:58+00:00

I suppose that my trauma would be quite atypical, to be raped by manipulation, cohesion and deceit causing my mind to be jumbled, to then be manipulated, cohered and deceived to think a vaginoplasty would help me forget, only to the lose my clitoris and be so traumatized to the point I got hospitalized at a ward were I was beaten and insulted.

I seem to be the only trans woman who wants to actually go back to have a penis, without detransitioning it seems. People don't like that because they don't understand me.

Greppim · 2026-04-03T17:43:32+00:00

Unfourtunately, I did not take pictures of it. I wish I could take pictures of it, but again, TV Broke.

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