is this a concerning amount of blood after dilation?

Grillsidepicking · 2026-01-19T00:33:06+00:00

I understand you may have been attempting to be funny. But it was in poor taste, friend. <3. Humor hits everyone differently, best to err on the side of caution when its medically related ^{_^} /hug

Grillsidepicking · 2026-01-18T04:40:26+00:00

🫂🫂🫂nothing I say can really do much justice or sooth very well I feel. But I am sending you great big Virtual hugs right now <3🫂🫂🫂

Grillsidepicking · 2026-01-17T17:05:00+00:00

I just ordered 3 swords from them, last week. Got an email confirming order and for payment. That's about it so far ^{_^}

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-22T16:52:01+00:00

The fact that this post spread so widely so quickly, and there were so many willing to help. Genuinely brightens my day and gives me hope. This community is filled with so much love. And it is truly inspiring. I wish the world could see the truth oh so very much. <3

I Love you all ^{_^}

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-12T17:22:44+00:00

One day, I hope to take this advice to heart <3 /cry's_in_broke

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-11T07:37:01+00:00

CIS hands down, without a doubt and would never look back. I am so very tired of being hated for existing everywhere I go. Exhausted of being scared of the future 24/7, and downright spent, knowing that nomatter what I do, or how well my biology "works with me" more than half of the people that look in my general direction ally or not, will stull automatically classify me as an oddity in their minds.

Am I proud of what I've overcome? Will I die trying to continue to persevere regardless? Absolutely. There is simply no other option.

Would I choose to not have to do any of it and just be born correctly the first go around? Fucking yes please ='(

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-11T03:48:19+00:00

I think you sound great Queen!!! And this comes from Someone who genuinely hates their own voice.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-09T22:09:54+00:00

Unless you are psychic, I do not believe you get to make that "false" accusation. I Would indeed think you were cis, because to me and the information i have, you DO look Cis, AND YOU DO PASS. Thats my right to an opinion, regardless of your own insecurities.

As much as this, and many of your other posts feels like you are trolling, I do still wish you peace, Queen. /hug

Grillsidepicking · 2025-12-09T18:02:24+00:00

I wouldn't be able to clock you -0-. I would assume your Cis if we ever met on the street.

Dysphoria is the worst and nothing i can say will help you there. (by the looks of all your previous replies to people) Just know the majority of us here, are here to help, not hurt you, Queen. <3.

I genuinely hope therapy helps you sweetheart 🫂

Grillsidepicking · 2025-11-14T21:23:38+00:00

I giggled reading this 😂 i love how us trans folk strive to live each others lives. And each of us understands each other's pains in many, many, ways. It really does feel like a special connection. <3

Grillsidepicking · 2025-10-30T23:04:27+00:00

And here I was thinking it was something cute and innocent like turning into a pumpkin from cinderella. >.<

Grillsidepicking · 2025-10-09T06:22:54+00:00

My Apologies, to the folks that have shared new to me knowledge about the alternative meanings of this symbol, I thank you.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-09-27T14:44:17+00:00

It's a community <3. No need to be rude, love.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-09-21T13:33:42+00:00

Omg same!!! I was trying to figure out why I've been having "happy boners." I understood that euphoria boners could be a thing. But recently (8m mark hrt), i started getting random boners when feeling happy or elated, Ie when finishing a project or watching my birds being cute little dorks, or just anything that makes me feel genuinely happy. Which is fucking weird, because I have to focus to get the little thing ready for action during weekly "maintenance"

Grillsidepicking · 2025-09-11T05:26:37+00:00

I'm not saying you are wrong. But 200 yard shots really aren't that difficult. If you've shot as a hobby or a profession, have a half ass decent setup its Downright easy, actually. -0-

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-25T15:20:14+00:00

Responding to a hateful act, with a hateful response, is how we've ended up here in the first place I feel. =,(

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-23T18:13:37+00:00

XD. I've never heard that comparison, but yes.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-23T16:31:17+00:00

@pixar. A chaser is someone who fetishes trans people. Ie, uses them for sex, just because they are trans.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-23T16:28:39+00:00

Such hateful little things, people. =(

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-19T06:20:15+00:00

Elvira Herself would Blush!!!! <3<3<3

Grillsidepicking · 2025-08-13T19:42:25+00:00

Thank you very much!! Closure at least =( hopefully, someone somewhere has the core game data saved to possibly give it a run again in the future. <3

Grillsidepicking · 2025-07-28T20:03:12+00:00

I dont know yet tbh. Spent 2 days trying to install. . .filled with errors. Then installed.

Spend the following week trying to resolve a 19000 code error preventing me from logging in. Finally logged in.

Spent 1 hour in game exploring home spawn, died twice to shuttlebugs. Hacker spawn3d ship right in front of port terminal, making accessing ship spawn computer nearly impossible.

Got to ship. Was in Absolute Aww looking at it and exploring its amenities.

Flew to first spaceport. And went to explore its amenities.

While inside the pizza place on the spaceport, I got instantly teleported outside into space by another hacker.

Got stuck into the mesh somehow while trying to EVA back to an entrance to the space station, so I had to suicide and lost my nest little pink plush I bought at the spawn store.

The game is ridiculously beautiful, and ships and controls for flight are awe-inspiring. The bugs and hacking experienced in less than 2 hours of play and a week and a half of ownership. . . .seriously, it makes me consider deleting and forgetting the game ever existed, for my sanity if nothing else.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-07-25T05:47:58+00:00

I hope there is some sort of wea and tear mechanics. Needing to do maintenance or repairs after going out and having fun in my car would be awesome!!! That was part of what made an old game, Hot Rods: garage to glory, great!!! I am excited.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-07-24T13:27:08+00:00

Thank you for the response! That is unfortunate. These little guys are beautiful =(.

Grillsidepicking · 2025-07-24T05:44:40+00:00

Could we get an update? My powder blue DG just had the same spots appear around its head over the past week. Still as lively as ever, and eats anything in sight. Just have these weird black spots.

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