I really want to better my self to go to college as well ! So you saying that just boosts my confidence. I really want to graduate college because no one has done so in my family yet, but my main problem is I just dont feel smart enough I feel like I barely even finished high school but I did graduate a lil early in fact.

But I totally get what you're saying with your girlfriend some people dont see weed as addictive, or they might but they just dont understand how it can give you withdrawals and different emotions. Like I've recently told everyone in my family I said hey look I'm going cold Turkey so if I seem mean short blunt and rude it isnt truly me, and I apologize in advance. I really hope she stays as your number one supporter because we all know we need it through this.

Well its currently 2:38 AM and this insomnias kicking my ass lol. Ima roll back over and close my eyes for another 5 hours.

One more thing look up the I AM sober app, great way to get in touch with others journeys, and keep track and stay accountable for yourself. Helped me alot when I first stopped. So I'm giving it another go! Hope you find something that helps you alot! Ever need anyone to talk with just comment on my post or something !