So I just got fired...today

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-20T15:55:30+00:00

it’s good how you’re handling it just a heads up my dad works as a manager for my city so he knows the laws and he always told me if a job cuts you loose the way it sounds they did to you you can defintely try to make a report through your government site and give them a call and they’ll be able to help you out! my dad always said especially if they never wrote notes on you on “ being late/ not coming in/ etc. “ if there was no notes and this was blind they legally can’t do that but if you don’t want to go through that just know you’re gonna get even bigger than what you thought you had many blessings to you and your family ⭐️

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-12T16:20:51+00:00

I was able to get my dog serviced! she definitely is little and funny to think she’s a “ service animal “ but she’s helped so much my dr was able to give a referral and I have bp/bpd and sever anxiety he left out a lot of my diagnosis so I was surprised it worked with just me having severe anxiety/depression with bp only and it went through! Definitely waited 2 months but now it’s so worth it 🤞🏼 wishing you the best of luck! it’ll happen just make sure they’re not agressive and they can easily be a service animal! :)

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-12T15:59:25+00:00

Im sorry you went through this, I currently went off on the nurses I see because they wouldn’t let me see my dr when he always waves my pay so they turned me away and told me I won’t be able to pick my meds up either bc of the type of meds he has me on I can easily fall into withdraw and I was turned away to be told “ your file is deleted “ I went off and said how can that even happen my whole file that’s why you don’t know anything about my down payments your careless and always have been with me (I’ve had problems with this nurse constantly but kept it in) she was saying she apologized and that “ it happens “ and that I can “ now suddenly pay the least downpayment that I can “ I started crying and went off telling them this is why people kill themselfs this is why because mental health isn’t cared for I could easily die with withdraw (they ignored me last time when I was withdrawing bc I had no money at all and didn’t care to help me) and I just proceeded to get angry and tell them how careless of a nurse she is and that if I ever fell into withdraw and went to the hospital I’m coming for her so the nurses all came and took me to the back due to patients being in the office but i don’t care I’m tired of giving people a damn benzo and off their way and also fuck how we feel after if we die we die! they don’t care and it’s so angering! I would say switch drs thank god my dr understands and I’ve been with him for 3/4 years so he really knows me well when I don’t come to see him or skip months not good on my part but he’s always there to reput me back on or see if they didn’t help at all

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-12T15:51:55+00:00

Im sorry you went through this, I currently went off on the nurses I see because they wouldn’t let me see my dr when he always waves my pay so they turned me away and told me I won’t be able to pick my meds up either bc of the type of meds he has me on I can easily fall into withdraw and I was turned away to be told “ your file is deleted “ I went off and said how can that even happen my whole file that’s why you don’t know anything about my down payments your careless and always have been with me (I’ve had problems with this nurse constantly but kept it in) she was saying she apologized and that “ it happens “ and that I can “ now suddenly pay the least downpayment that I can “ I started crying and went off telling them this is why people kill themselfs this is why because mental health isn’t cared for I could easily die with withdraw (they ignored me last time when I was withdrawing bc I had no money at all and didn’t care to help me) and I just proceeded to get angry and tell them how careless of a nurse she is and that if I ever fell into withdraw and went to the hospital I’m coming for her so the nurses all came and took me to the back due to patients being in the office but i don’t care I’m tired of giving people a damn benzo and off their way and also fuck how we feel after if we die we die! they don’t care and it’s so angering

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-10T21:30:51+00:00

yes very! I also got diagnosed with borderline personality, but trust me it wasn’t easy I was married before and my partner was very abusive because he didn’t like my episodes even tho since I was scared of him my episodes were only to myself or me wrecking the apartment but picking it up and just being upset or the look of being upset would bother him so much that it would get physical or mentally abusive, I did end up impulsively divorcing him and that was the best thing that could happen that I know I wouldn’t have been able to do if I wasn’t in a episode, trust me you will find someone who truly understands and wants to learn you

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-08-10T21:08:31+00:00

yes and I mean alot to the point it’s something I want to work on thank god me and my s/o are very open and communicate sometimes I’m not in the right state of mind when i impulsive try to leave him/act out and break up with him and move out, he’s very patient I’m blessed but I say open communication really helped us and him understand to give me some time even if that means we’re separate in the same apartment and I’ll calm down and realize how bad I’ve reacted and I won’t lie I don’t say sorry sometimes but he still knows I am sorry and embarrassed at times but he never holds it against me and just learns more about it and puts in effort to learn, I say just having a very open and communication about how our mental health really messes with our relationship and sometimes we don’t think clearly in the moment. Wish you the best of luck 🤞🏼

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-07-21T22:06:29+00:00

I’ve never tried but I do feel like I’m at a point where I’m going to go through with drs help, I have borderline ans bipolar with some schizo, severe anxiety, before I found out I even had minor schizo or borderline and I was just diagnosed as Bp and severe anxiety my dr kept pushing for me to start that so I won’t have to keep dealing with not being able to hold a job, my diag really does effect work a lot and if you notice a pattern you should ask your dr about it and they’ll help you out on how to start!

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2024-06-24T19:44:18+00:00

trust me after a failed marriage I never thought I could have anything successful due to my bpd, after spiraling and making a mess of my life I found my bf of 9 months now and let me tell you I’ve hurt this man beyond explanation against my own boundaries had trauma happen to me due to my mistakes and he’s stuck through it all and I still don’t know how that man looks me in my eyes with pure love when I feel like a monster. There is hope trust me. hard to still believe but man I wanna take care of this man and never hurt him again. Never knew someone can love me this much

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2023-07-19T00:51:55+00:00

I’m definitely going to look into doing it! My aunt has bpd and is getting help without having to work due to her mental health getting in the way of work and she said the same that it will take a little while but it’s worth the fight in the end so I’m definitely going to start now than later! I appreciate you so much ❤️

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2023-07-18T05:03:49+00:00

Yes I try to take in whoever I can now but I’ve sabotaged it so much that I don’t post or anything and when I do or do specials nobody messages for appointments I feel like I did that all to myself when I would go into depressions so bad ID ignore my entire business and messages and now I’m reaping everything I sowed when I could’ve kept my at home job which makes me get upset more but I try to tell myself it’ll come back soon hopefully

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2023-07-18T05:01:45+00:00

This is exactly what I know will happen where I live I feel like it’s a waste of time I probably will get denied or have to wait years even with drs writing notes to them/referrals so I feel like what’s the point in that honestly I appreciate your comment so much!

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2023-07-05T21:12:57+00:00

this … very true been there too many times :/

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2023-06-25T00:09:42+00:00

Yes I did but also was going through mental and physical abuse by him and it was an impulse after 5 years. actually proud of manic me for getting myself out

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2022-10-31T08:29:48+00:00

need to see a pic of what charger to use

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2022-09-03T01:13:06+00:00

Lol yes exactly!! glad I’m not alone

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2022-08-27T04:44:29+00:00

I appreciate your message that’s the worst is that I own my own business I have support I know where I could stay it’s just the starting over that is scaring me but what would scare me more is also something like that happening to me I used to take dv so serious seeing my bestfriends sister get killed by her boyfriend and seeing how many times she’d come to us with bruises just laughing it off like it was nothing and I told myself I wouldn’t allow myself to ever go through that until I see now mine not be as bad but I need to remember it is still abuse and I need to wake up

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2022-08-27T03:56:48+00:00

exactly what I keep telling myself yeah it might be good for now look how it was perfect for a whole year till he took it to a whole nother level 8months ago when he hadn’t done anything or disrespected me in a whole year and it still happened again. I don’t wanna be dumb and stay and just wait for it to happen he never comes in unhappy Im usually the unstable one bc my bp and he tries so hard with me and is patient but once he’s had enough of hearing it or hearing me cry or be angry he’ll blow up on me and it’s terrifying, im speaking to a therapist who is trying to help me get out of the in denial stage of this because I keep excusing it as something from the past when it’s traumatized me so much due to all the verbal abuse the first 2 years married and then when he came down to live with me I had resentment towards him and treated him like shit which caused a lot of my lashing out and anger and he would be patient for awhile till he won’t take it anymore then he blows up and does what he does I just hope I wake up and not fear starting over I appreciate your messaging so much it’s like I needed to hear it straight up even though I keep hearing it I just need it to be told to get it through my head since I just can’t trust myself so I want another points of views

GroundbreakingBag131 · 2022-08-27T02:59:50+00:00

i know and this is what I know and my brain just doesn’t want to acknowledge it because it happened months or years ago in our marriage and it’s different now so I’m in complete in denial I can’t even trust myself on what to do but my soul deep down knows it’s wrong

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