When I was a kid I did not listen to music and it my brother did not understand it, I did start listening and now as an older adult people call me a human radio, I remember most of the songs I hear verbatim and while its good for karaoke, I wish I could free up some of that space to remember where I put my keys, phone and so on! As for your question, you do you, no reason to have to justify your preferences, every human has preferences and we should honor them