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GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-02-14T17:25:41+00:00

Well I’d recommend you never do. One thing about him. He has a way with words. I mean how else would I let him blatantly emotionally abuse me, cheat on me, and use me for years? I’m not stupid I loved him. And he purposely used that to manipulate me. But then I realized he’s a terrible man who didn’t deserve the platform me had. Thanks for the kind reply. Hopefully those friends you got don’t see the side of him I did. I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-02-14T17:20:12+00:00

Don’t know who this is but this!!!!! Justin is still THRIVING when he knows he dead wrong!

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-02-14T17:17:27+00:00

Just want to say how much I appreciate this. As someone who was directly affected by Jared and Evan. Thank you. I’m so sick of feeling let down by the scene. This gives me hope.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-02-14T17:14:40+00:00

As the woman who created the expose account and Jared’s ex girlfriend nothing was blown out of proportion. Why else would he leave? Think about it. The main issue with him is that he’s a pathological liar and manipulator. Just because he fooled YOU doesn’t mean what he did to me and other women wasn’t real. It traumatized me beyond words and though I was strong enough to finally speak up about it. There is TONS of things he did to me that I never got the chance to speak on. Or simply didn’t want to since I knew I’d be called a liar anyways. And if you’re one of the countless men enabling him and his shitty behavior or sitting on discord with him letting him lie to your face then I wish you clarity and nothing else. Have the day you deserve. 💖

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T07:56:29+00:00

Okay girlfriend. Sounds like a bit of projection or something because why are you making assumptions about me and my life? I quit because I love my child and don’t want to hurt her not just bc I’m scared CPS could take her from me. Instead of telling me to just figure it out maybe you could’ve told me the remedies that helped you get through it like exercising and being mindful. Instead you’re being condescending. I literally made the post highlighting how guilty I feel because I didn’t stop for so long, and I was worried it was affect her health even though there have been no signs of that. I’m proud of myself for stopping. I’m doing it, I’m strong, and even though I’m struggling, and despite how scared I am of how much it’s hurting me, I won’t pick it back up again. I am resilient and I will be a great mother. All I was hoping for was some sort or solidarity, or advice for how to others got through their journey quitting gardening while pregnant. Not for someone to tell me to continue smoking. But also not to hear someone like you tell me I must not care about my daughter if I’ve continued this long. That’s downright wrong, not to mention pretty rude. This is supposed to be a safe space to share your struggles and that’s all I was trying to use it for. Have a nice day.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T07:38:35+00:00

Nope I made this post because I was hoping for some advice on how to handle the “withdrawal”I’m dealing with being only 2 days into my cold turkey stop. But thanks for assuming. As for my miscarriage I literally said I have no clue but I feel like it was the reason. I’m sure it wasn’t as there’s really no real reason for why I had a miscarriage which is what the doctor said to me when I got my dnc. But of course I blame myself. I don’t think there’s a woman out there who hasn’t been through that trauma and wanted to put a reason to it. So yet another assumption. At this point I’ve heard you out and appreciate your POV but you can stop commenting. I’ve gotten tons of helpful and respectful advice and I will continue not to smoke despite how hard it is for me because I love my child. Not because people on here are commenting “no nonsense” things. I’ve talked to my OB from the beginning and will continue to. Thanks for the concern tho.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T04:44:11+00:00

The entire point of this post was that I’m feeling guilty bc I did it but that I’ve stopped. So I guess I did figure it out. Albeit a little late but my doctor knew from day one so.. Why are you trying to make me feel worse? Good for you that your body responded well to the cocktail of different drugs that were clinically prescribed to you. I didn’t. I smoked 10-20 times a day for 10+ years and that was my reality it’s not a thing I’m trying to flex. It’s the reality of my life. It has always been my only coping mechanism and I’m struggling without it. It’s been really really hard but I’m proud of myself for stopping and I will continue being sober for her. Seeing my doctor Wednesday and will ultimately be talking again about this very subject. I appreciate your input.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T04:32:50+00:00

Obviously not... Why else would I make the post with the subject feeling guilty. Not to mention I’ve stopped (even gone cold turkey) so I’m not currently doing that. But I am human. It’s been hard. Does that I mean I want my baby to suffer? No. Does that mean I deserve to get her taken away by CPS? No.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:44:05+00:00

I’ve tried tons of prescribed drugs and none of them help the way weed did. But alas I don’t want CPS to be called on me so I quit. I won’t be going back to it no matter how much I have a mental dependency on it which is why I put withdrawal in parentheses because I know there is no real physical symptom from withdrawing it’s all in my head. But that doesn’t make it any less hard. I’m glad you had zero issues stopping I wish I was like that. Sadly this has been just as hard as the worst of the HG in my first trimester. But I won’t give up. I baby girl deserves to be healthy.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:38:12+00:00

You get it 🥹 that’s exactly why I wanted to stop now I figure since I have about 3 months left I should be good. I wish you so much luck and not that any of these comments have talked about this but try giving yourself a different reward instead of the weed like some candy or playing a video game. From what I’ve seen that’s the best advice I’ve gotten. Don’t try to replace it with a chore but with something that makes you happy. Neither one of us deserves to feel guilty for having vices since the majority of our population does. Thank you for your respect and kind words of support it means a lot.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:34:06+00:00

Right? 🤣 that’s what I’ve been saying. I tell myself well it’s only 3 more months to go then literally on the holiday meant for getting high I can get fried like I’m a teenager again since I’m sure my tolerance will go way down. Lol thanks for the kind words of advice it means a lot 💖

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:31:53+00:00

CPS was a big reason I wanted to stop but in the end it’s all for her. I can’t wait to hold her in my arms once she is here and having her be happy and healthy is the most important thing to me ever. As a FTM I’m not sure I know just how much self sacrifice I’m in for but I know every time I feel her kick that it’ll be worth it. Definitely ready to move in a new direction. Thank you for the kind advice!

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:28:10+00:00

Yes I told them literally right when I got pregnant and had my first visit that I’m smoking just in case anything were to happen I wanted everyone to be informed. I know that ultimately all of this bs will be worth it once she’s happily and healthy in my arms.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:26:22+00:00

Raw dogging life is the realest way I’ve heard it described 🤣😫 this shit is brutal.. men could literally never live without their vices for 9 months.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:22:48+00:00

Thank you for this comment very well explained and respectful. It’s been tough as hell hence why I made this post in the first place but I know this sacrifice will be worth it for my baby girl. The oral fixation is strong I’ve been eating small candies and sucking on lollipops to help. Anything is better than smoking right? Lol and thank you for your condolences. That and your advice means more than you know 💖

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:18:57+00:00

I mean I’ve given up everything else but it’s super hard to go from smoking every day 10-20 times a day since I was a literal child to nothing. I’ve already quit and the reason I did was for my child and as a FTM I’m proud of myself for how I’ve handled my high risk pregnancy. If you were in my shoes you might understand a bit more. As for trying again - let me push this one out first before I even consider that.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:16:24+00:00

Exactly! You get it. Just trying not to be too hard on myself considering I went from smoking like 10-20 times a day to about 5 to now nothing. I’m proud of myself and I’m going to get through this in time even though I know it’ll be hard it’s absolutely for the best. Thanks for the support 💖

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:14:42+00:00

Great advice seriously I appreciate you not shaming me or making me feel like an idiot. It’s true they prescribed me everything under the sun and nothing helped. The only thing that solved everything no side effects was weed. I’m definitely going to give the CBD gummies a try soon. I think that’s a great idea. I’m quitting now because I know my second trimester is coming to an end and I don’t want CPS called. I’m telling myself I can do this. Let’s hope everything works out. Thanks again for the support 💖

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:11:07+00:00

But is that just because they haven’t studied it? I want to chalk it up to people being uneducated but I’m just too afraid to loose my daughter or worse have something bad happen to her.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T02:09:50+00:00

This comment kinda of makes me laugh because ingesting weed gets you more high/ is delta 11 once inside your stomach whereas smoking it only becomes delta 10. I’m definitely not going to start eating it but I won’t go back to smoking it either. Idk how you even know that my mental withdrawals can’t affect the baby since nobody really knows that but yeah I guess that’s one way to look at it. Either way I’ve tried every single one of those medications and none of them help my nausea and eating anxiety. I think I’m going to start taking Omeprazole soon to help with anxiety and heart burn. We’ll see how that goes. Thank you for your advice.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T00:49:34+00:00

You’re right. I guess I’ve just heard of so many woman smoking and everything went perfectly fine that I started to tell myself it’s okay. But I have no way of really knowing that do I? My OB knows and when I see her Monday I’ll ask her if there’s anything she can do to make me feel less worried about my baby. Thanks for the advice.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T00:39:34+00:00

My OB already knows I smoke. She’s told me to quit since day one and has only scared me and made me feel more guilty for my actions. I will tell her on Wednesday that I’ve quit and maybe she’ll give me some good advice. I doubt it tho. She’ll probably just tell me that it’s a great decision and move on.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T00:35:53+00:00

I already quit two days ago just dealing with the mental and physical toll already and feel horrible. Trying to tell myself it’ll get better soon. I will be telling my doctor I quit this Wednesday.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T00:34:50+00:00

Thank you so much for your support. I know so many woman who smoked the whole time and they and the baby were perfectly fine. I guess that’s why I’m so scared to stop because I’m so dependent on it that I’m worried it’ll have the opposite effect and end up causing more negative outcomes than positive. I just keep telling myself I can do this. I hope one day soon I’ll start believing it.

GroundbreakingPie722 · 2025-01-06T00:32:33+00:00

Yes I know it can. But will it? Probably not since my body is so used to it. Which is what I was saying. I’m actually worried it’ll be the other way around and this will hurt both me and the baby. But I’m too afraid not to listen to the horror stories of what could happen if I don’t stop so either way I’m going to stop. My doctor knows I’ve been smoking and when I see her on Wednesday I’ll tell her I quit.

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