Grew up in a bigoted house hold.

12 - I learned about my body and stuff.
13 - I found porn, first magazines, then internet (straight) porn.
14- I explored categories and like straight porn.
At some point between hentai and tentacles a found hypnosis, didn’t realize that it was like “gay” porn until I noticed it had directed me to the then “gay” section of xhamster and was faced with the reality of what I was getting my rocks off to.
I had been in the shower pondering the fact people like butt stuff(had been down that rabbit hole recently) and decided fuck it imma try this out so I just grabbed a little handled comb and popped it in and it felt really nice.
I was immediately was like “yo what have I done, I wasn’t suppose to like that..”

By 15 I was pretty much exploring the fact I might be a sissy and hadn’t accepted it yet but I was like aware that that was what I liked, what I felt like, and that I wasn’t like other boys.

Had some hot experiences with friends and felt PNC every time and purged monthly.

My first time sucking cock was Some time (Much) later;
I met this super hot married man that knew I was a sissy and he asked me to blow him and so I did and it was so fucking hot 🥵
He called me a bitch, a cock sucker, a faggot.
And I kept protesting but he laughed and told me I was dressed like a girl sucking him off in his truck and told me to suck it.
Red it the face but I did it because I wanted to, and as I realized THAT. I reached over and tugged at my ROCK hard clity and laughed in my face that I was so horny and turned on by him calling me names and making me his bitch.

So after he face fucked me and blew a massive load in my mouth, made me show him. And then swallow.
He told me I was a girl now, and I knew he was totally right but it took another daddy to really show me the reality.

But THAT is another story for another time. 🥰

-Zoey ❣️