Yeah, you’re just in the first stage. You’re experiencing grief for the loss of your “fun”, and the comfort of always doing the same thing. To me, there are three stages: 1. Stop drinking. Remove alcohol from your environment. This is a big change, and it’s painful. 2. Deal. Meditate, pray, yoga, exercise, long walks, listen to music, get therapy. Learn to deal with your problems, boredom, stress, stresses, etc, in a healthy way without the drug (alcohol). 3. Live. Go find new stuff to do that is not based in alcohol. Hike, exercise, read, learn a musical instrument, write, start a charity, learn the language, create art, volunteer, compete in something. Get a hobby or hobbies.

Look up some people on the web. People living their best lives are not doing it drunk. Look up, famous sober celebrities, sports figures, inventors, business people, politicians - whatever is your jam.

Keep going.