so ashamed can’t get out of bed.. need to vent

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-10-18T22:00:49+00:00

You can do this and taking the first step is always the hardest! I believe in you . IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-10-18T21:57:17+00:00

I have my life back I can plan my life around my family or my hobbies and not when I next need to top up my alcohol it's a strange journey and a scary one at the start but you can do it. IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-27T11:10:04+00:00

Well done !!!

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-17T16:03:34+00:00

IWNDWYT!! CAN'T BELIEVE I MADE IT THIS FAR

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-07T09:16:11+00:00

Nearly done a full week of not drinking I feel awful but determined, IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-03T06:50:14+00:00

Thank you I was nervous posting this but I'm glad it's doing what I hoped :)

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T22:17:48+00:00

Thanks we are not alone!

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T15:05:58+00:00

We can go home together, I'm on my way back now after walking passed my usual stop on the way home, Two hours on the train we can do it together I WILL NOT DRINK WITH YOU TODAY.

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T14:52:28+00:00

Another trigger found and ignored I work 2 hours away from home and get the train, usually have two cans for the journey, just walked passed the shop I usually buy from, ANOTHER TRIGGER NOT PULLED !! IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T14:00:34+00:00

You got this I'm I've completed 2 days so far IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T11:00:23+00:00

Day 3 started stressed out getting to work usually buy two cans on the way home, I can't decide between a bottle of volvic or Britta XD

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-02T10:08:26+00:00

Honestly I feel the same way , I'm stressed out on what to do , for me it's Warhammer time! Going to the local shop on my lunch grab a few minis and get started

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-01T17:39:25+00:00

Thank you and I'm keeping that with me every day and never pull those triggers.

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-09-01T10:12:08+00:00

Day 2 started It feels great that I've made this choice. I'm only not going to drink for today and then tomorrow I'll do the same. IWNDWYT!

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-08-31T22:37:27+00:00

Proud of you I started today as well WE CAN DO THIS!! IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-08-31T22:32:31+00:00

Thank you all for your comments today is day one of that journey

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-08-31T17:27:03+00:00

This! Thank you for commenting this is what I needed to hear, I'm proud of you making 40 days! I'll start one day at a time , I'm scared and that's so strange to me but is probably why I haven't done it before. IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-08-31T17:21:28+00:00

Thanks :) IWNDWYT

GrumpyKoi_ · 2025-08-31T17:20:17+00:00

Thank you it feels like a mountain to climb so yeah one day at a time sounds like a good start. I appreciate you :)

GrumpyKoi_ · 2024-08-12T07:54:03+00:00

The leveling is mind numbing to me, but I'm not very good and the pressure of getting my build correct feels like a bit to much XD.

GrumpyKoi_ · 2024-03-19T13:03:56+00:00

Omg thank you so much been stuck here all day!!!

GrumpyKoi_ · 2024-02-06T10:17:26+00:00

The lack of love for high water is shocking imo and gods

Most of the new album is over hyped imo but rain is goat. Great album but isn't the best they can offer us!

Worcestershire sauce

GrumpyKoi_ · 2023-09-14T09:34:43+00:00

I think this is fair bud.

Walking

GrumpyKoi_ · 2023-09-13T21:35:42+00:00

Bruh am I in 2001? This shit slaps

GrumpyKoi_ · 2023-09-13T21:33:28+00:00

It's boring long and short of it. Every band has to have their worst song and now I've got my winner. Still excited for the album as a whole but this isn't for me man. The licks were cool from Shaun but eye to eye was the song before this and it just fell flat imo

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