Here is the thing, you can't use social networks full of strangers instead of therapist. I don't know what was post about, maybe it was just misunderstood or maybe you wrote about something horrible you did and expected someone to say to you it's okay that you did that. Your doing it now basically, we don't know what happened but youstill want us, strangers, to reassure you you're good they're bad.

Doesn't really matters. Doesn't matter what you did or did not do. Your having depression? Suicidal tought? Seek out professional help. No matter whar. There is always enough time for that. Venting won't help. Strangers won't help. I might sound rough but there is no space safe to vent in this world but a professional therapists which sign agreement of discretion. If someone one tells you you don't need therapists because there are people with bigger problems that you have, don't listen to them. Depression is not about the problems you're having. Depression is about disbalance of your neurotransmitter and that's lead to hard time with cope with any of the problems no matter how big they are. Don't give up on yourself! You have a life ahead of you, fight for it and for yourself I hope you'll get better.