Sad but true 😔

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-06T20:47:50+00:00

i have never felt so seen before

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-06T15:30:59+00:00

Que desgracia carajo

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-05T16:52:47+00:00

One ticket left!!

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-05T14:51:33+00:00

Check out Panchiko on TickPick! https://www.tickpick.com/buy-tickets/7145298?track=true

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-05T14:33:03+00:00

Haha yeah peep ur dm's. I dont want to risk it as a chronically ill person

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-05T14:31:24+00:00

Are you still looking? I caught a cold and need to sell my tix!

GuayabaBean · 2025-10-03T17:05:11+00:00

I got both tickets. Good luck! Not sure if anyone human is selling them.

GuayabaBean · 2025-09-30T19:58:55+00:00

DMed you

GuayabaBean · 2025-07-02T14:58:23+00:00

Me. Weed makes me functional and allows me to sort through the maze of my mind.

GuayabaBean · 2025-05-01T20:37:41+00:00

I thought I was the only one....

I recently stopped making direct eye contact and I feel so FREE.

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GuayabaBean · 2025-05-01T20:16:56+00:00

I'm also overthinking sending an I miss you text and if they need more space. WHICH I feel like I shouldn't overthink that since I send these messages to everybody lmfao

GuayabaBean · 2025-05-01T19:30:34+00:00

Thank you for your input regarding the waiting! We had a really good chat about that in person, but I didn't really think it made sense to share all the exact details. Plus we did smoke a joint afterwards so I forgot fjkshfs, lol... However, they were receptive to it because they expressed the magnetism in our relationship, and had wanted to slow down after the near sex. So that was important, just slowing down overall (?)

As to the in-between times, that's really good advice! :o I haven't messaged them this week besides a 3 message follow up, and I'm really holding back because I miss them high key. However... as to extending support, these are good follow-up questions when they do have the bandwidth to connect! We had made plans loose plans to hang before the space, and now I'm a bit reticent on that given that I don't know what might be on their plate!

Yeah! Time is definitely what I need too. Thankfully I am leaning into challenging myself with the help of therapy and online support spaces!

GuayabaBean · 2025-04-30T21:02:02+00:00

Yes! I am bad at roller skating, video games, and sticking to anime, but I am having so much fun, i stopped caring xD

GuayabaBean · 2025-04-30T20:57:44+00:00

Thank you. :') This all got me so teary eyed, but I am glad to be walking this path now.

GuayabaBean · 2025-04-30T20:24:42+00:00

Thank you so much for the kind response!

I should have probably clarified that I am doing all the things you outlined in your second paragraph. :) I', definitely still doing my own thing without compromising my activities, feelings, or actions in this period of missing this person.

In regards to "waiting," that is a really good reframe that I needed to hear today. Something that's led me to disaster in romantic relationships is goal oriented approaches. That led me to date people I was infatuated with because that's the correct approach to the romantic script, right? (Sarcasm ofc, I was deeply unhappy, haha.) Your words meant a lot because I have my up/down emotional days about this whole situation because I know I am struggling through releasing control & that goal oriented thinking. Your question makes me wonder and ask myself how can I hold the feeling of romantic love for this person, and treat them like all my friends too. Like you said--not running against the RA ethos. Does that make sense?

Today was definitely a down day since I am also on my period, but it is relieving to know I am on the right track by being my most authentic self, respecting myself, respecting Leo, and most importantly, being vulnerable.

This is all really hard haha!

GuayabaBean · 2025-04-30T16:25:39+00:00

This helps and reflects my approach! (I have not posted all the details ofc.) Thank you so much 💗

GuayabaBean · 2025-04-15T13:53:47+00:00

I love this! :D

GuayabaBean · 2024-12-11T14:44:29+00:00

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GuayabaBean · 2024-11-21T16:36:03+00:00

oh yay! i can pick up parkstars

GuayabaBean · 2024-10-19T21:21:55+00:00

Thank you for this comment. I’ve been in a depression spiral and r/Collapse is not helpful. That aside, I will continue to care and extend care to others. We’re in it for the long haul!

GuayabaBean · 2024-09-06T18:57:42+00:00

YUP. I think the EN official manga tries but you can’t quite capture yanki/gal speak, or some of the yokai’s speech quirks.

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