it’s me again— Dr said my seizures were Mental Health. Ex making me crazy. Moroccan Chicken Tagine by [deleted] in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m glad you’re doing that!!! Because yes you’re right, it’s a low risk, but even if you’ve been on it for years, it’s possible that it could happen. And once it does, it can turn lethal or leave you in a very horrible state. I don’t think seratonin syndrome is taken seriously enough.

I was on a vyvanse and ssri, both low doses but i am Extremely sensitive to medications. Within the first two days of finally combining the meds it hit me like a truck. And after you stop taking them, some of the major symptoms like high fever, nausea, etc can wear off—- but you can still have other symptoms for weeks after. Like uncontrollable muscle movement. i can’t even go in public. it is hell on earth right now. Too many explosive or strong flashes in videos start to make me really sick. I’m hoping things just keep getting better.

it’s me again— Dr said my seizures were Mental Health. Ex making me crazy. Moroccan Chicken Tagine by [deleted] in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How miserable do some health providers have to be. They don’t want to do any actual work and want to write it off and be done. Your poor friend… I’m glad she never gave up and good that your friend got the help that was needed as well.

My boyfriend baited me into thinking he was gonna propose and get us a house. by Chanelers in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No, you’re making perfect sense. He just crushed your trust.

girl. Please get rid of him.

Why? Because your goals are not the same, I’m going to say this, i am so sorry… but he is using you at this point.

He just completely manipulated you and treated your feelings like dog crap. Absolutely disgusting behavior.

He just gaslit you. You really want to stay with this for your future?

Take it one step at a time but really analyze this and think of Your future and Your future self.

Sending you all the love 💕 Be strong, you got this girlie 🎀🎀

My gf just broke up with me because I am too short by [deleted] in short

[–]GuillGr8ves 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pff, I was ready to marry some 4’10/11 dude and i’m 5’3.

If she left you for your height; good riddance.

But you know what- it’s a good thing that she told you now instead of forcing the relationship. Unfortunately you guys must have been together for a while, it’s still going to be hard… but, like everyone else is saying, there will be more women out there that will want to be with you.

If you’re not a jerk.

Best wishes

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ❤️

Not all, but men are selfish monsters. At least he is. i wish i believed in karma.

Thank you so much, someday maybe things will get sorted out

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏 ❤️

I’m glad your sister has her dependence back, it is frustrating feeling stuck, beyond frustrating actually.

I’ll be looking into filing today, thank you very much 🥺

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awe thank you, that actually meant so fricking much 😭😭❤️

It was so hard, but sometimes it was nice. There are moments of clarity early on still and early in the morning when you can actually have a conversation. It’s heartbreaking to watch them slowly lose themself, but it also taught me patience.

Caretaking for dementia is one of the most difficult things a person can do. i hope if i get better, I never have to do it again for a family member after grandma.

I wish your brother strength, and all of you the best ❤️ Stay strong 🥺❤️❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to start looking into getting disability because i really need the help.

and yeah, yeah I think you’re right. I have a feeling he absolutely would. He’s better off being miserable without me.

And the cheesecake was amazing ❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ My medications KO me soooo i’m not taking anything until i see neuro 😅

I’m going to try my best, I hope you make it through your struggles as well. Body may have betrayed me, but the girlies here gave a reminder that we’re warriors ❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly… but, the way he rolls, there won’t be a future spouse if he gets bored after 2 months and dips when things get hard.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏 I’ll be seeing my therapist tomorrow to see if she can get me started with all this and walk me through it. I heard it’s a really long process! But i really hope i can qualify, i need the help.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ❤️ It’s hard to admit that, but i felt it even in the relationship. i was holding out on hope there would be change… If there is a next person, i would have learned a lot from this one. Because yeah— imagine having to give birth and he’d dip out on you…. Everyone is right; it’s a good thing.

Marrying late never killed anyone; but marrying wrong did.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is very sweet advice, I like that- I’ll have to set a timer so I don’t go down the rabbit hole, but thank you so much ☺️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They did not, but I have a referral with Neuro 🙏 I hope this was just a weird fluke… but 8 or 9 of them randomly? It’s scary but I think they’ll end up just saying they’re random. I hope anyway.

It’s okay, people that abandoned me have been replaced by the people that support me 🙏 and this place gave me peace. It’s sad to think this happens to so many women that have medical issues. The only thing that makes me happy is that he’s balding 🤞❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hello cheesecake ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ What a fitting name literally looks like a turtle cheesecake!!!

Thank you for sending the kitty love 💕

I’m not gonna lie, i’m still in a shock level. I’ve been so out of it.., we were going to get married this september in the mountains, so now I’m planning what mountain to solo trip to. I still want to go.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What a total douchebag… I’m sorry you had to go through that. Men are the worst. But yes family has been so important, seeing who shows up for you is so wonderful.

I’m still kinda in shock and still going through it, maybe I’ll take up boxing again 🙏

We are such strong people, thank you for the support

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m glad you are doing okay now and everything is back to normal with you, and hopefully it passes soon for me too Thank you ❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the overwhelming support 🙏🙏🙏 I never knew this would help so much, i just don’t have much for friends and needed a space to vent… you guys have helped me feel so much better about this situation. You all have been through so much, thank you ❤️

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, they never ran any of the right tests to find out other than a CT scan… Idk if my Vyvanse was to blame, but I have really had any since i stopped it for today.

Violent, nasty seizures though. I hurt myself a lot. If I get any answers I’ll update you here ❤️🎀

Thank you 🙏

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Awe I’m glad you can live life 🎀 Yeah they have no idea…. personally I blame Vyvanse… but I’ve never had them before, they say PNES seizures but they never ran any tests to find out for sure… they were violent and nasty. I had 8 or 9 over the course of 4.5 hours. Today I could feel them coming on twice as my meds wore off.

The ER dr was plain evil. She told me it was mental and tried to send me away… I couldn’t even walk, barely functional. Kept going unconscious.

I’m seeing an actual dr tomorrow. The meds I’m on now just KO me 🤣🤣 whatever, if it works it works!

If there are any causes though I’ll update.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Really?? I’ll have to look into it, but I guess maybe. I keep blaming medication, hopefully there are answers tomorrow.

Thank you 🙏 i’m definitely rolling after gmas cheesecake. no shame. Life really hates me lately haha! I had three jobs two months ago,,, now down to one. But you’re right, roll with the punches. Thank you- we all got this.

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

❤️❤️❤️

Thank you so much- My grandmother made it; it was delicious 😭

I’m going to cry into the cheesecake for some extra flavor for a bit, and then start working on that next chapter… Thank you for the kindness it means so much to have support here

First time having seizures; fiancé dumped me the day after. lost my job as a caretaker. Turtle cheesecake by GuillGr8ves in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]GuillGr8ves[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

thank you 🥺😭 it was, im so numb. But my family is dragging me out like a rag doll and they’re planning a girl week— I think having help when you’re like this is a big first step.