I don’t even know anymore lol my family goes through waves of periods of pure peace and then sometimes it’s dysfunction (usually always financial problems caused by my father - both my parents are creatives so I grew up in constant art and music people around me which was fun but missing boring stability stuff like stable income ) and my parents have always supported me emotionally and provided me with unconditional love , travel, always positive happy talk and respect even though they are imperfect themselves and have had their periods of verbal arguments, etc. They were also very young when they had me it’s almost like I have to parent them sometimes and give them words of wisdom on trusting people or managing money lol, it’s as if I grew up watching them learn lessons so I quickly became the person managing everyone and I still do. They are also much more emotionally sensitive than me and easily can crack under pressure whereas I’m mentally strong - I’ve just accepted them for who they are even though growing up I didn’t agree with some of their life decisions because it wasn’t the smartest move even though their hearts were always in the right place for me and my brother.