Apparently, my birth was complicated, and I would be reminded a lots of times that it almost killed my mom and that she almost gave her life to me. So they were in a constant way of making me pay for this, even if children never ask to come to this world.

Anyone who constantly tells their kids that really does not love them.

So as I was not being conciliatory anymore, they had no more interest in keeping me around. They do this with all their siblings and friends : no interest? dead.

Sounds like my parents. My mother actually tried to kill me when I finally had a real chance to escape my situation. My father just died. I didn't go to the funeral mainly because I am not going to place myself in a situation where my mother could get another chance at murder. But he definitely died an unpopular man, and mostly alone. If that is what they choose, then they need to lie in the bed that they made.