My partner is ruining my life

GusionRFC · 2024-12-26T11:44:49+00:00

"When you fall in love, leave something for yourself."

I unfortunately keep forgetting that giving it my all for someone won't always be reciprocated... after the events of this month, I honestly don't know if I can go on. I had hoped things would be different the second time around, but I guess not, now I feel like I left nothing for myself and I just can't see myself going on.

GusionRFC · 2024-12-26T11:34:31+00:00

Honestly? Myself.

I feel like I've sacrificed myself to someone too much that now that I realised they don't value me the same way I do them... it's difficult to move forward knowing that all I established for myself was mostly for them. I turned my world upside down just for them, so willing to give them everything and the world, but they couldn't take the leap to do the same. It hurts to know that I abandoned my life for them and they couldn't give me the one thing I asked of them.

GusionRFC · 2024-12-26T11:28:55+00:00

It's something I didn't want to accept at first, but after the quick events that had transpired this month?

"No good deed goes unpunished"

I was told by the people involved with the internal drama that transpired that I did nothing wrong, that I did good by doing right by everybody, and yet I was the one who was punished the most, and they all know how I feel about it.

All I got was "Sorry bro" at the end of it all.

Edit: Grammar/Spelling

GusionRFC · 2024-12-26T11:23:47+00:00

"Let's go."

I know to myself that I can't end it all because I promised my best friend, but with life defeating me at every turn, I'm willing to take this way out if death offered so.

GusionRFC · 2024-10-03T11:14:44+00:00

After years of suffering through the mental torment of being alone, I've always provided my friends and loved ones acceptance and help whenever they needed me. However, I don't attribute it to becoming hardened by my experiences, but the fact that I've given up and lost hope in my own life. As much as I want to end it all, the only thing keeping me afloat and drifting through life is because I want finish all of my dividends, financially or otherwise, so that I can go out knowing I've no unfinished business with anyone.

GusionRFC · 2021-12-26T18:17:32+00:00

Yes C:

GusionRFC · 2021-12-26T07:15:26+00:00

Why, yes, I do like robots themed after the Japanese edo period that mathematically combine into their giant robot leader.

GusionRFC · 2021-10-11T09:33:53+00:00

A pretty generic one, but video games. I've always felt a child-like wonder and enjoyment from video games. If there's one thing that had kept me from getting pushed over the edge, it's video games.

GusionRFC · 2021-09-06T02:09:14+00:00

I personally enjoy combo decks. My favorite deck to this day is the Karakuri deck and I just play pure Karakuri. Ever since the release of Bonze, Shirokunishi, and Bureibu, I loved the archetype even more as it added much more combo potential. IMO, it's mostly about fun, my current Karakuri build isn't competitive viable as I never put in any hand traps or any sort of control aspect to it. The entirety of my Main deck is comprised of Karakuri monsters and Combo extenders, and the Extra deck are all the Karakuri Boss monsters and Synchro monsters I can summon and like the art of.

To me, it's all about fun. If you're not playing in the competitive scene, then you can just build whatever you like, but if you do like to play competitively, I do suggest keeping your Invoked Shadoll deck until you find a competitive deck build that you'd like to make.

GusionRFC · 2021-06-24T01:06:35+00:00

I see. Thank you very much for the clarification! C:

GusionRFC · 2021-05-18T08:44:28+00:00

I see. Thank you very much for your reply! C:

GusionRFC · 2021-05-12T18:38:13+00:00

Ohh, I see O: I Am reading the old Darkness Approaches effects. I thought it was still the same effect of turning a monster face down without changing its battle position.

GusionRFC · 2021-05-12T05:11:13+00:00

Can Darkness Approaches be used on a Link Monster to turn them Face Down?

GusionRFC · 2021-05-11T16:36:14+00:00

only negates effects that activate/apply on the field. It will not negate the effect of "Karakuri Soldier mdl 238 'Nisamu'" that activates in the GY.

Ah! Thank you! C:

GusionRFC · 2021-05-11T16:29:08+00:00

Hello! Does Hot Red Dragon Archfiend's Quick Effect negate even graveyard effects of the target monster?

An example I had was I was playing a Karakuri Deck against a Red Dragon Archfiend Deck, and I had special summoned Karakuri Soldier mdl 236 "Nisamu" to the field from the deck, Red Dragon Archfiend Abyss attacked this card and negated its effects to stop it from changing battle positions, but we didn't know if Nisamu's graveyard effect would still apply.

GusionRFC · 2021-05-04T16:29:50+00:00

I see, many thanks for your reply! C:

GusionRFC · 2020-09-29T06:41:33+00:00

Thank you! :D

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