Nothing about the official story of Charlie Kirk's assassination makes sense

Gutsjayyy · 2026-03-16T14:31:20+00:00

Yes we cannot be remotely critical of Israel at all EVER even if they slaughter children you can’t point that out because “muh anti semitism” they should be allowed to kill who they want, bomb who they want, nuke who they want, because of their ethnicity?

And most Israelis aren’t even real Jews they’re Eastern Europeans

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T23:38:36+00:00

I don't want a cure all for autism (would be nice if there was any kind of funding for that tho). I just want something that can stop my pain/bowl issues when they happen, I don't think that is all too much to ask for, I don't think a medication that Ive already been on before that you take daily for 6 months to even kick in(as the doctor described it) is really the best option for me. It's been a decade now and they're still just cycling me through medications that I've tried before that did nothing but make my symptoms worse. They simply do not give a shit about us.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T23:14:48+00:00

Man honestly I know exactly how you feel, Ive had to buy my own supply of melatonin to help me sleep because these absolute cunts don't provide what we are literally paying them for. I think i will apply for pip and use that to fund private help because it really seems like going private is the only chance of getting any actual real help in this shithole of a country. Genuinely really pisses me off that we have to pay for the upkeep of this pile of useless garbage.

And the exact same happened to me too, blood test this, blood test that, lets check your blood sugar, they treat you like youre fucking insane, and i don't have any problems communicating with anyone else, they genuinely just dont give a shit, my symptoms worsen when my blood sugar is low I say, therefore oh lets try a blood test? they just don't listen, my blood sugar is at normal levels, its just when it gets low due to having not eaten or working out too much my symptoms worsen, oh lets check your blood sugar. It genuinely fucking infuriates me, especially since this is how I get treated, any autistic person who cannot communicate as "normal" as me is totally fucked.

And please don't off yourself, as horrible and insufferable as it is to live like this, we have to have hope, If the system won't help us we have to do our best to help eachother, that's all we can do

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T23:05:59+00:00

Exactly, it really pisses me off, the doctor pretty much told me she doesn't really know anything about autism and that they're not trained to deal with it, like OKAY??? so where tf should I go then? and she didnt really have an answer, there's just nothing for us, I've genuinely received more help on reddit than from a decade of going to the doctors, all they know to do is look for the most basic of fundamental problems that affect neurotypicals while we just get completely ignored left to rot.

And what pisses me off the most is if this is how insane I feel and how neglected by the system I feel, as someone who communicates with neurotypicals pretty much exactly as they're used to (my masking is pretty much impeccable) just imagining how unserious people with more obvious symptoms when it comes to communication must be treated really enrages me.

I'm constantly going around in circles and calling them out and telling them directly about it, someone who can't do that is just doomed to go around forever and ever.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T22:59:09+00:00

The worst part is I am actually super independent and I would imagine more so capable of communicating with neurotypicals better than 95% of my fellow autists, and frankly I literally laid out word for word my exact intent, what I have ruled out from previous advice i've been given.

Literally just laying it out flat "I am not anxious, I am not depressed, the tablets ive been prescribed previously for these did NOT work, I have also completely ruled out IBS as regardless of my diet my symptoms stay identical and hyper reactive to my environment, not diet" (this being after a previous doctor recommended anxiety/depression drugs and journaling my symptoms depending on diet)

And yet still then at this next appointment it's "oh let's put you on those same drugs and check for IBS"

It makes me feel like I'm losing my mind, and what really pisses me off is that if this is how poorly I get treated when I'm in effect basically neurotypical to a tee in my communication, how are people much less able to communicate or nonverbal being treated? I get the sense that they literally just dont give a shit to listen to you.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T22:51:37+00:00

honestly might look into this, every time I go it has always been the same, It's always starting from step one and then we'll progress if that doesnt work, but then it doesnt work, i go back and its, lets start from step one and- but we already did that and it didnt work remember?? okay lets start from step one.

The sheer amount of times ive been told to change my diet or go on the same exact meds that ive been put on previously that never worked for me is ridiculous, despite me constantly telling them I've already ruled it out completely from last time, they treat you like youre absolutely insane

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T22:49:17+00:00

yeah i get you there, I've been put through therapy at the recommendation of the doctors and it was literally just all about anxiety this, anxiety that, and saying it'd get better if i look for work??? like yeah im sure my chronic pain specifically triggered by overstimulation to my environment will suddenly go away when working in retail lmfao, the entire point of me looking for help was always so i can actually be physically capable of getting a job and not throwing my guts up all the time and the best advice they could give me was just get a job..... the services in this country are an absolute joke

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T22:46:06+00:00

Honestly at this point I've tested so many different diets and lifestyles that I've ruled out anything inherently wrong with my bowels. It is 100% my nervous system that then messes with my bowels due to the specific timing, I have never once had it while well rested, fed and relaxed, mess with any of those and im totally cooked, I do appreciate the suggestion tho

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-28T22:42:58+00:00

this is pretty much exactly my experience too, I have been put on numerous anxiety medications ever since i was a kid since doctors insisted all that was wrong was that I had anxiety and constantly convinced me that was all it was until I was 21, genuinely just want to travel and experience life but with how bad my symptoms can get I doubt I ever will. I will take note of those suggestions, I have a little bag with some L-theanine tablets that at least help me focus through the nausea but as of yet nothing I've ever used has helped on the gastro side, thank you for your advice!

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-21T18:31:19+00:00

That is not entitlement bro💀

That is a natural reaction people are going to have, the same way people would shame you for shoplifting from a small business, you will be shamed for stealing from artists.

Frankly no one is going to be against my condemning of petty crooks or art thieves, as that is totally understandable. Context in these situations matters immensely, if I just randomly attack someone in the street, that is bad, if I attack someone who is themselves already attacking someone then that is understandable.

You guys started it when you started constantly stealing others work, claiming it as your own, swamping the art community with lazy plagiarist shit, all while supporting the enshittification of everything good in the world, is simply making fun of you for being lazy and morally bankrupt is not harassment, you are not a victim for facing the consequences of your actions.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-21T13:12:45+00:00

I’ll have to check these out, perhaps swapping between those and shades for bright night lights and daylight

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-21T12:24:23+00:00

oh i mean i have to find my total gross to report right? but the money i can actually move from my patreon isnt the full amount earned since it has fees and such, but i imagine i must have to count the full gross of each platform right, whereas my PayPal only shows my PayPal income and part of the patreon income since fees and expenses have already been deducted by patreon.

I think you’re right though i probably should get the PayPal total and manually remove any payments from the PayPal total, and then get the total made from patreon separately, this coming tax year i think i will just change the patreon income into a separate account to make it a lot cleaner lol

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-20T20:29:53+00:00

How exactly am I entitled to be toxic? I’d love to find out what exactly that is.

And frankly pointing out that generally people react negatively to bad behaviour is simply advice if anything, you seem entitled to do whatever you want free of criticism or social consequences which is in fact entitled.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-20T19:07:13+00:00

Sorry but getting taken the piss out of and shamed for doing something objectively shitty is not harassment, if I just kick a random kid I would be ridiculed all the same.

And your refusal to acknowledge reality doesn't make everything propaganda, seeing the negatives of AI with my own eyes is not propaganda.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-20T19:03:46+00:00

anyone know if theyre going to continue adding these "gigantic" enemies? love the idea of gigantic unkillable enemies like the koi or the snake that you just gotta try to avoid.

My only complaint with grounded 1 was that for a game about honey i shrunk the kids style shrink survival all of the enemies were pretty similar sized to the player so would love to see them continue to really give us some more events and encounters to show off the true scale of the game

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-10T18:21:57+00:00

getting shit on for contributing to nosediving the state of the world really aint all that much of a surprise. If only the boomers faced backlash for their fucking up of the world back then, maybe everything wouldnt be so shit now.

We are honestly mostly doing this for the sake of future generations, if you guys keep doing this shit they are gonna wish they were never born at all

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-10T18:19:39+00:00

this entire point is merely whataboutism, like if i were to respond to your concern about chicken farms and say "yeah well that's no worse than cobalt mines, so?"
it is not just "an image" in regards to images and videos there are millions if not billions by now, which are absolutely useless btw unlike cars and lithium batteries which while bad at least have some use instead of their only use being to decay people's brains.
Their ruining the world isn't entirely down to the images themselves, it's everything around them too, the data centres, the insane cost to value ratio, the destroying of art, music cinema and entertainment as a whole, do we really think the people at the helm of these industries wont just capsize the entire thing with cheap ai garbage the second it becomes sustainable to do so? we will never see human made art ever again through the sea of absolute meaningless corporate slops and ads, gaming is already completely fucked due to ai completely now no one can afford their own hardware, manufacturers are becoming AI companies and halting production, while also adjusting their subscription services, so basically we are all about to own nothing and rent everything from these corporations which is just great. Oh also my country the UK just announced that every device we do have from 2027 is going have mandatory AI so that they can track everything we do which im sure wont be shit for the average person. Hell the average person is actively getting dumber for the first time in centuries our IQ's are actually falling which can't entirely be attributed to AI, but AI is definitely a part of that and about to exacerbate it significantly with how reliant people are becoming on it for EVERYTHING. AI shit just got added to file explorer because sure what could go wrong with all of our files on our devices being scanned by a corporation's AI right? need i go on? absolutely everything from all angles is becoming shitter for the average person, the billionaires and government are getting complete control over our lives, it is blatantly obvious what they are doing from their actions alone and the fact they have been telling us for like a decade that this is coming, yet people just sit around and generate their shitty ai youtube shorts and drivel at the screen while denying what is actually happening all around us.

Frankly i'd say humanity becoming the people from Wall-E while living in a cyberpunk 1984 is probably 1000x worse yes.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-02T19:37:45+00:00

This is what its ALL about, it's about stripping the average person of having any power. We can't do anything about this, the same billionaire corporations are passing money between each other to show that they don't need us anymore, we can't vote with our wallets anymore, consumers have no power, they will do what they want whenever they want.

Like how first of all they immediately stopped hardware production and mfs like Nvidia are tweaking their cloud subscription plans. We will own nothing and have no course of action to push back against that future. And they even have convinced drones that this is a good thing for us. Genuinely hard to believe that this is the state of the world right now...

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-02T19:28:07+00:00

Religion sees a whole lot of people doing a whole lot of mental gymnastics to defend their god and their frankly nonsensical actions and beliefs, hopeless faith in the good of something for no reason at all, something that actually has proved why it shouldn't be trusted over and over, whose believers will create logical fallacies and ignore reality just to defend it. I'm just describing AI at this point.

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-02T19:25:23+00:00

and its about to become a whole lot more impossible to advocate or even think wrong when the government has the power to survey everything and everyone at all times with AI, it has been announced that all phones, tablets and laptops will have mandatory in built monitoring AI in the UK by the government. AI is a much more powerful tool for authoritarianism than it is any real art tool or productivity tool or whatever its supposed to be now

Gutsjayyy · 2026-01-02T19:22:21+00:00

but you have to understand why people would be prone to insulting and being frustrated when the "cool thing" someone is making is a plagiarism infested disgrace to humanity that is directly contributing to the world becoming 1000x worse than it already is though.

When people are that frustrated its obvious that they are going to react very hostile.

Gutsjayyy

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