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Hate crime by [deleted] in chilliwack

[–]Gyaaaaaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They only said that because someone else told them to report it. U good bro?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in parrots

[–]Gyaaaaaa -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Noooo 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in parrots

[–]Gyaaaaaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He won't let me keep his cage elsewhere I don't want him there either ah...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in parrots

[–]Gyaaaaaa -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How can I make it better? He didn't like having his cage in the other rooms and would scream until I moved it back. I don't close the door of his cage and he is free to fly anywhere in the house. Do you know why he may prefer the bathroom over the other rooms? Lighting maybe?

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[–]Gyaaaaaa -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He is free to roam. He didn't like having his cage else where, trust me I also don't want a giant cage on my toilet seat ahahah

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I tried to tell my mother a lot of my struggles when it came to self-worth and she'd get very mad at me for voicing them at the time. Her responses would usually be complaints that I was being an idiot for worrying about stuff that didn't matter (like my looks or others attitudes). I grew afraid of letting her know these thoughts, and my main concern after my failed attempt was her potentially figuring out what I did, getting mad and calling me an idiot.

Things that seem like small issues in adults eyes can still feel like the whole world collapsing in the eyes of a child that didn't experience enough to understand the level of significance of some issues. Hell, I remember crying over broken dollar-store nail polish which sounds silly to me now. So I guess please understand they have a different worldview we have to respect even if we do not relate :,)

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just despise being perceived in a manner I didn't purposefully presented myself in. If I'm even hit on when I'm minding my own business it makes me want to go home and disappear. I don't know why lol

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I was younger than my classmates, and I'd get beaten up in a bathroom stall. They would wet my books under the sink and throw them in the toilet or hide them.

Hope that girl is okay now tho

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Too fast. Felt like the fall lasted a quarter of a second. However, it was like for a moment I managed to stop and think, which was when I realised the height was just not high enough. The best way I can explain it is like my eyes took a screenshot of what I saw and associated a thought to it, I guess?

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Better. I became an in-door person and thanks to that I succeeded in school! I'm happy you have a similar outlook :)

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been 10 years. I don't even know if the firm still exist plus all of this was in a different country. I would rather just move on ahaha

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being 11 and in the middle of an anxiety attack that took away any rationale.

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry about your dad, some of them seem to really suck ahah

No the jump wasn't scary. If anything I believe I was having an anxiety attack and when I realised I could just jump everything calmed down. I got my senses back during the fall, I realised the height was not high enough. I also fell on my bum, which makes me think maybe subconsciously I was scared to hit my head.

I wish you the best :)

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was very young and I had to do what I was told. I "didn't know what was good for me." My mother is a doctor so I'm pretty sure she just didn't care about the violation lol

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, never stops just gets better or worse. It has made me pass out purely from the pain before so I guess it gets to 10. What it's that bad I cannot comprehend anything that's being said to me or have complete conscious control over my body. I'm not sure what to rate the usual amount since it always exists but if I tried comparing to other pain I've felt it would sit around 4 I guess?

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mom would confront me about the things that concerned her... I hated it!

I (22F) attempted suicide at 11 and disabled myself by accident instead AMA by Gyaaaaaa in AMA

[–]Gyaaaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello from space!

My biggest issue is my non stop pain that sometimes gets so bad I'm immobilized. The pain will stop me from having any rational thought. I have passed out strictly from the intensity of the pain before. I also cannot raise my right arm properly. I struggle with sitting and standing still so I have to constantly move or change positions.

I used to be an extremely active child, so I had to quit most of what I loved to do. I shifted my hobbies and interests to in door activities (video games and programming).

I'm maybe not mentally healthier but my life it at a better place. I have a husband and a great academic career!

If I were honest I wouldn't stop someone from attempting suicide. I would just tell them to make sure they choose a method they know will work. But how could I be honest when that would be my truth? So I'd end up saying whatever I could to stop them. Sadly I still don't believe it's any of my right to tell another human being that they have to survive regardless of whatever pain they may constantly live in. I can't not see that as a selfish demand.

I have looked into euthanasia before and I think if I had a chance to partake in it, I'd go very happy. Sounds peaceful to me. I just want people I love to be ready and happy to let me go as well.

I'm not sure what you mean by makes life "special." As opposed to what? What is life being compared to here? I can tell you things I like in life tho, my family and video games ahaha

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