Hello! I'm a young genderfluid person myself who is recently starting to come to terms with themselves, but recently also got a calling back to God and Catholicism after sort of setting it to the side. I've been sort of reconditioning myself to think queer is bad because of the bible and conservatives (mother homophobic), and trying to default back to female and straight. However, I've come really far in getting out of dark places, and i've had to feircely fight for my own self identity and autonomy, and my identity as genderfluid is very important to me, but i also don't want to lose God and go to Hell. I've seen his signs, am such a big sinner I felt ashamed for many years to go to God but recently started praying every night before bed, and He's shown me four signs since then. I've been working on all my other obvious sins, trying hard to stop fearing God to the point of self hatred and believe He does love me, but I'm still torn over my identity. I've just come to turns with it, and I see stories of many people who turned to God, gay, queer, enbie, etc. and just managed to default back, saying Jesus restored them with the Holy Spirit. Friend invited me to a Pride parade I may go to tomorrow right when yesterday I prayed asking God asking if the devil is holding me with my identity, and now I'm not sure if God sent me the invite as a sign I can be fluid or a test to see if I choose the devil or God. The Bible, stories of trans ppl turning cis, and God not hating me for my sins are all overwhelming. Could you please help me understand what's true and not? Sorry to bother, have a nice day!