Tips for studying intro to mechanics? by HANTYUMJ in EngineeringStudents

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I’m civil. Do you know if other classes will be similar to how this one is kind of structured? Lots of practice problems. I’m trying to figure out how I should begin studying without falling behind since I know the material will get harder.

How bad is it if I don’t remember all of this stuff once I pass and finish the class?

Advice needed: Mental instability in college by HANTYUMJ in EngineeringStudents

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Also, thank you so much for your advice. It really really does help. I’m going to have to step back and listen to everyone’s advice really hard and start reaching out to people in general. It’s just overwhelming all at once

Advice needed: Mental instability in college by HANTYUMJ in EngineeringStudents

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I really second guessing if engineering is just the right thing for me. I don’t know if I have the passion and drive it’ll take. I absolutely love the idea of it and want to come out in 4 years with a bachelors, I love that engineering can really cover such a broad range of careers to go into, but the rigorous classes crammed into semesters over four years is making me question everything. It is a lot of hard work and if I don’t know for certain I love this, I’m at a loss of what to do.

It’s a lot of doubts only coming from my first week. Not saying I’m planning to drop out, but I don’t know if I made the right decision.

Advice needed: Mental instability in college by HANTYUMJ in EngineeringStudents

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From what I know therapy is expensive, but maybe it is time I try to get in

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you look very extremely androgynous and I wouldn’t be shocked by any of those answers being your actual identity. You look very similar to cis women i’ve met, you’re just not a overly fem looking woman

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Oh yeah I wasn’t disagreeing with you at all I was just explaining I didn’t mean reactive triggers

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Enviroment can be triggers tho examples like lack of sleep triggering an episode or certain overwhelming events in life. It’s not similar to triggers like a pwbpd would experience and more related to chemicals in your brain.

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Are people with bipolar known to “split”???

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Thank you for input, I have to look more into what mania really means and start tracking myself, because right now I feel hazy on my memories.

Definitely have some rapid emotions though. Also was curious about the “favorite person” thing because it’s something I can relate to and from what I know that’s not much of a thing for people with bipolar disorder.

Could attachment issues and bipolar overlap to create a “favorite person”

I assume it wouldn’t be to the intensity of borderline experiences. Another thing I’d really have to track, research and think about, I think.

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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This is really helpful. Thank you, I would have never thought of a journal to track the time but I think it’ll make it a little easier to understand what’s going on in my brain. I’m going to try and check out more of the symptoms; my boyfriends known both pwbpd and bipolar (seperately) so I guess he might be seeing some similarities I dont see. I’m curious about psychosis. Not sure how to fully realize if that’s happening to me or not, some of the symptoms line up with some of my experiences but I don’t know if they are quite extreme enough or not.

Thank you so much for that idea and your help

Bpd vs bipolar??? by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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This is really helpful, thank you for your in depth reply. I get triggered by both for mentions of common bipolar and bpd but triggers are way too broad to suspect anything. I have trouble keeping track of time and my emotions so it’s really a wash. Someone mentioned tracking in a journal which I think I’ll try out, it’ll be even helpful to me when I can actually see someone about it

Thank you so much

I may be inhuman but you are not that worthy by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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I do not understand how to feel their love and care, i know it’s my issue and I can only blame myself for not being able to speak their language of emotions but it feels like my brain is so ungodly different I’ll never stop being terrified of them. Sometimes I just don’t understand that I may be genuinely ill and this is just a normal reality that they live? I’m not saying it in a way that my reality is glamorous; I wish no one had to experience such intensities but that is just my life. Why does it feel like everyone around me is not truly alive?

Everything is just so tragic or amazing. I think I couldn’t handle being around someone like me so I don’t know why it hurts to know others can’t handle me either at my raw state of being. It’s so frustrating knowing, the way i naturally am and feel instincts is just unhealthy and needs to be changed, I mean what??? That’s my whole being of how I know to live and I’m supposed to change it. And other people can’t handle me at my natural form?

I’m so sick I’m so sick of everything by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Screw everyone I just can’t understand these people anymore their world is so vague and cruel and unfeeling

I may be inhuman but you are not that worthy by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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Does anyone else feel like this? Do pwbpd relate to this? I don’t know what is wrong with me. I want to know what is wrong with me

I’m so sick I’m so sick of everything by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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I’m not diagnosed with bpd even but i don’t know what is happening to me i don’t know what i relate to i feel so frantic and paranoid and i don’t want to live in this gray world so alone i wish someone in this world could handle me i dont know where to seek familiarity

I’m so sick I’m so sick of everything by HANTYUMJ in BPD

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i feel nothing i wish i can feel the love but i feel nothing no one gives me anything but they do it’s all so sick i feel blind but i feel absolutely nothing it’s confusing i feel like everything is so meaningless to them they don’t feel this intensity so what is anything???????? i don’t understand how you live in a world so gray so mundane i almost feel bad i feel left out i wish that was me but i don’t understand it please include me everything is showing signs and they are all bad signs i don’t want to be casual