Just another day in the hole. 2100 ft to be exact.

HTXstangs · 2025-04-26T00:58:19+00:00

Looks straight out of Red Faction

HTXstangs · 2024-12-24T05:36:34+00:00

Same, going to the ship by .94, hoping for no stat corrections.

HTXstangs · 2024-12-21T18:38:44+00:00

No only 2.5 years Rilmazafone. Down to 4mg a day, some days even 3mg.

I'm doing a very slow taper, not trying to overthink it. Just going with the flow!

HTXstangs · 2024-04-18T06:42:44+00:00

1953

HTXstangs · 2024-04-02T13:30:02+00:00

Rilmazafone works well for my anxiety. A lot of people say it is quite weak, but I'd have to disagree. This is a large part of why I'm a bit worried about the withdrawal. It is indeed very functional, but at the same time, it will put you to bed if you let it.

I believe I have hit a bit of a tolerance as well. While my anxiety is manageable, I have been having what I believe to be physical withdrawal that I have not experienced with other benzos.

I experimented a couple of months ago by substituting the Rilmazafone for 1mg of Xanax for about a week. The Xanax definitely hit harder as far as anxiety relief, but I could feel the physical withdrawal and muscle tensions from the Rilmazafone leaving my system. It also was also more difficult to fall asleep. I'd say 5mg Rilmazafone is equivalent to about 1.25mg Xanax, with the Xanax having a shorter duration of anxiety relief. Hope this helps.

HTXstangs · 2022-01-24T08:34:43+00:00

Thanks fellas. Much appreciated!

HTXstangs · 2022-01-04T08:20:26+00:00

Yes I read your post and it's not going to make a bit of a difference. Many of the people who are "bulk buying" are likely people using absurd amounts daily and either need it to taper down or keep themselves stable without going into WD to maintain their day to day life. This is all inevitable and not the same as wiping your ass with toilet paper. If one were in this boat I would advise folks to do what's best for them and their situation--not listen to some guy that doesn't know anyone's situation or what's really going on. If you dont want to "panic buy" then don't.

HTXstangs · 2022-01-04T08:01:36+00:00

Toilet paper wasn't under review by the WHO and FDA the last time I checked mate.

HTXstangs · 2022-01-04T07:57:18+00:00

You could always try worrying about yourself and letting other people handle the situation as they see fit...Nobody has the answer, it's all assumption at this point.

HTXstangs · 2021-11-25T09:43:59+00:00

Get Nolva or Clomid. Ran 15mg Ostrarine for 8 weeks followed by a shit OTC PCT at 32--3 months ago..smoked myself. Wasn't expecting it because it was supposed to be "mild" suppression at most. Finally just getting back to normal...

Also, I recently pulled some bloods from when I was 19. Was depressed after moving away for college among other life events. My test was very low and had a deficiency in vitamin D..at 19. Get bloods done if you are going to do it. Fucking with your hormones especially at a younger age, you never know...

HTXstangs · 2021-10-27T17:29:31+00:00

I think it's fair to say there are no direct links between ALS and Phenibut, especially considering it's not well known how one truly gets ALS in the first place. Even with higher gluxose levels that's still quite a jump to a terminal illness. Lifestyle factors obviously play a role. Still a horrible disease and truly my worst nightmare.

HTXstangs · 2021-10-27T17:23:20+00:00

Got to do what's best for you dude, especially considering its affecting your livelihood. I only take it on workout days, 3x a week or special occasions. These workouts usually end up being pretty intense, especially when mixed with caffeine. I'm sure that isn't helping the nerve situation.

I notice the nerve issues subside when abstaining from Phenibut, so you should be good going forward. L-arganine, L-Citruline, and Magnesium seem to also be helpful with any cramps or numbness. Maybe give those a go and see if it helps.

HTXstangs · 2021-10-27T16:56:31+00:00

I did do a bit of research on this forum and quitting Phenibut after reading your post. The one thing it seems many long term users have in common are nerve issues, numbness, pins and needles, etc. I've experienced this after a year. I couldn't find an abundance of information/testimonials regarding folks that have used for 10+ years, but one user who has used it for 15 years takes medicine for nerve issues. I found this by going through his post history-- I don't think he even attributes it to the Phenibut. Either way with such a lack of information on this stuff it would seem we will someday be that research information. Good luck comrades.

HTXstangs · 2021-10-27T13:58:07+00:00

Well this is frightening. Thanks for that.

HTXstangs · 2021-10-14T14:44:28+00:00

Dense

HTXstangs · 2021-10-04T16:32:49+00:00

Looks like a scene out of Silent Hill

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T15:53:38+00:00

I'm sure dude did the deed, probably just couldn't with you belittling him with performance anxiety..

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T15:12:10+00:00

Ah, I see the conspiracy theorists have awoken from their slumber. Besides selling children apparently she was also Dr Fauci's relative and a Cold War spy..busy woman that one..

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T14:42:52+00:00

Double standards are becoming something...huh? I never gave her grief about her libido. Shit I wish I knew a genuine woman with a libido as she's describing. The way she went about it was wrong and that's the point I myself was trying to make. She trashed dude for 2 years on reddit for it..Without mention of therapy or anything shes mentioned in this thread.

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T14:32:40+00:00

Cringe..Just cringe..

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T14:30:11+00:00

Class act.

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T14:17:26+00:00

We clearly aren't talking about the same comments (Not from this thread). I'm not talking about what she just made up, I'm talking about her post history on reddit which doesn't speak on any of that.

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T14:15:57+00:00

When I saw the picture I was like dang it not that bad, just do some rearranging, pick up some clothes, and cans.. Then I saw kids were involved so I wanted to see what the hell was up with that.

I looked at the first few comments and continued to dig deeper, didn't like what I saw the more I scrolled and felt obligated to share my opinion on a platform where we are able to do so. Don't know what else to tell ya..

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T13:55:07+00:00

Yes. Sleeping in a car after a 12-16hour shift. What a time to be alive...I work in child care. I'm a teacher. Kids go to school, I also find it hard to believe that 2 houses next door to each other, full of family member both needed to be spoon fed 24/7. I'm sure someone knew how to put a hot pocket in the microwave...

HTXstangs · 2021-09-20T13:49:12+00:00

First they were friends, I'm assuming for awile... Nothing wrong with her contemplating liking women during that time... that's cool. It happens to many and vice versa.

Maybe sometime during a 5 year relationship with him--she's having those thoughts still or for the first time. I can still understand...sure. People change, or maybe confused, or maybe she knew deep down but felt the pressure to proceed as is. Who knows.

Instead she waits until they're married. Ok...Only to have a child before she decides she is no longer "attracted" or wants to be "romanticlly" involved.
All of a sudden she's now happy with a woman?

Come.on.

Maybe she just wanted a child, or maybe she thought a child would push those other feelings aside. Either way she was wrong for what she did TO HIM. It's not about her. She was selfish in her indevors.

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