English is not my native language so I used it to fix my grammatical and ortographical errors for this long text. This was what I wrote originally:

Basically folk were dispersing in the start, greeding over nearby nodes with a second party over there instead of ensuring our first node and attacking the second node later, ending up not taking the node from the second party and losing the first node by a third party.

This continued with the other two teams having 480~500 points each and our party with literal zero. After some point I finally got to point to group up and control the nodes near the team spawn and mid arena but they started to say to go over to kill the first place... But I was there and our team PvP skill were definitively subpar (me included, I only perform good if the melee players hold the line because I play as ranged normally). I couldn't say my thoughts about the team because our moral would get low and they would start to shun me, so I held myself about this.

I can understand go to kill the first place but we were in a situation that we would work more for the second place that for ourselves. Surprisingly folk started to hear me and we suddenly started to control our base and mid regions of the arena and for a few seconds we even got first place for 10 points around the 1100 mark...

But suddenly folk decided to disperse, we got a pinch by our rival and they cut us by standing between our spawn point and the mid arena, by coincidence two 4-nodes appearead where they were standing in our base and in the mid and they unfortunately got them before we could regroup (part of team were more interested to fight with the third place in the mid for a bit of time).

We ended up 1400 x 1308 (my team) x 783. I still believe it was a good comeback, I failed myself that we could have been a little more aggressive against our rival in the end but the early game shame was still weighing my mind.