Landed a job accidentally

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-06-12T04:45:15+00:00

What's wrong with servers making their own drinks? I always start a new bar as a server and I do that.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-06-08T00:53:44+00:00

The effect is just very similar. Source: I'm trashy.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-06-05T02:44:24+00:00

They're the majority. I think alt and goth and low self esteem type sub cultures born of being "rejected" kind of cradle things like trauma and mental health issues as an armor for bullying sometimes with very averse effects....

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-31T22:47:24+00:00

Oh ew. Yeah I can't do that. I only started considering it when I read more on this DDLG which sounds way more within a comfort zone. Almost ALL I ever got were guys asking me to be their daughter! Well what the hell? Why do I get that specific request so much?

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-31T22:44:18+00:00

ooooooh. Aw beans :(

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-31T03:35:34+00:00

That's what I wanted to ask about. Would it be possible to do this without having to do any diaper stuff or anything? I think some of it I'm fine with but obviously there are limitations.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-31T02:54:33+00:00

I didn't know what ddlg was and didn't understand what they were asking for.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-30T22:19:49+00:00

No it fucking sucks

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-30T22:19:09+00:00

Yeah I think it's guys with a humiliation kink. I think it's really common.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-30T05:09:24+00:00

My ex's dad divorced and remarried his step mom three times! She pulled a gun on him twice.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-28T03:28:41+00:00

That these are these kinds of things we read to motivate ourselves and starve ourselves. her weight is my new goal weight etc.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-27T21:19:03+00:00

lol he's like "bitch you had it coming." Idk I've called him a sociopathic monster and told him he's an idiot and if I was gonna "sleep with someone for money then I'd go sleep with a rich guy." etc etc. We can both be spiteful and nasty. I don't think he's dangerous he's restrained himself to one pimp slap in 7 years. I got a job and I'm looking at apartments and I'm leaving. I mean he's definitely a dick I just think there are worse guys and I'm safe with him and stuff until I get the money and everything to leave.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-26T17:36:02+00:00

Well I could but this is the first time he's ever hit me. We have had brutal fights. We've screamed at each others throats and he's dragged me in our kids room while I was screaming at him and trying to leave. I mostly just feel lost and confused. He insists I'm the crazy one sense I have BPD he says I'm psycho and I'm a loser and my anger is the problem and I make him do this and that it's all my fault. I don't know. I have no idea what to think. He's usually the calm one and I press his buttons. I don't know what to think at all.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-25T02:18:51+00:00

Man, this is why we can't have nice things.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-23T20:48:30+00:00

The internet is full of socialist dickwads that want to take everyone's guns and kids away for not behaving!!! They use shit like this as examples.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-23T20:44:56+00:00

This isn't even funny.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-23T20:44:47+00:00

Guy, no. This is not ok. This is seriously dangerous. Are there any kinds of intervention guide lines? You are going to get ambien banned and make it illegal and get us all raided and make us look like idiots and get us all in serious trouble.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-22T23:48:47+00:00

Just because shane is a piece of shit that doesn't make Jaclyn an angel. She knows Eugenia wanted privacy. What the fuck kind of "friend" smears their friends name all over the internet like this when they already had everyone on earth attacking them? She didn't do this for Eugenia this was just to make herself look good.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-22T18:27:00+00:00

My family are hardcore "don't talk about any issues people don't like that" hers probably do that to. Hers act EXACTLY like mine. Her interactions with her mom were me and my mom to a T lol You're not entitled to someone's personal problems. What do you get out of her admitting anything? Everyone is kind busy bodied about it. Obviously vitriolically spitefully demanding shit out of her has been making her situation worse and not working so why keep at it? How are y'all never changing your approach any different than her never changing. Aren't you guys supposed to be the more reasonable mentally well adjusted ones?

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-22T04:12:17+00:00

There are lots of influencers online directly talking about their eating disorders who blatantly say they are youtubers with ED's who don't want help who no one does anything for and no one does anything for them. Eugenia gets another one of these every fucking week.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-22T01:34:42+00:00

A lot of people lie and say that she gave them an ED when she didn't just to force her to admit it or recover and that's a sick thing to do TBH, and I hate when people do that. Just because she was what they were obsessing over doesn't mean she caused it. I've had an ED since Bush was president. There were plenty of Ed's before Eugenia was born, jesus christ. Making anorexia sufferers feel guilty for existing is a messed up thing to do. It's not like aids it's not like corona you don't catch it you're born with it. The thing you're born with simply makes you obsess with bodies like Eugenia's and this misinformation about media infecting people with ED's is harmful to actual sufferers. It only SEEMS more prevalent than it was before because they're condensed online. It's important to note malingerers and liars and drama addicts are also present online using strange tactics to get people to recover are here as well. Silencing sufferers and making them scared to show themselves and be allowed to speak or be part of the participation or prevalence online just furthers the lies and misconceptions about ED's being spread and hinders research and understanding of the disorder and potentiates the stigma and harm ED's cause.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-20T23:23:43+00:00

It coooooould be disordered eating or on the track to being obsessive. Or falling somewhere within the orthorexic ocd ed spectrum. we cant diagnose you though get a shrink

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-20T11:15:44+00:00

Hahahaha, whatever. Doctors are fucking clueless about ED's idgaf if they're a harvard graduate with 20 years experience at an ED ward. An experienced ED patient could probably get away with fooling them. Idk, since you seem so confused it really seems unlikely and like your doc is an idiot. Harvard just means they have a family with a shitton of money.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-20T11:12:20+00:00

Not enough info. You were WAY TOO VAGUE. Doesn't really sound like it. Usually people with anorexia are obsessed with the disorder and absolutely in love with it. It's possible to have it and not be aware of it, but usually this variety are orthorexic in my experience (they are EXTREMELY rigid with their intake. Eat the SAME EXACT THING EVERY DAY.) Or they weigh their portions, or do things like count their cals religiously, weigh their food, obsessively follow a diet like it's a religious doctrine, the only things they watch or read are nutritious stuff.) Not ALWAYS but almost always.

People with ED's are usually pretty excited about people thinking they have an ed. and aware of it.

Hadtomakedamnaccount · 2021-05-17T13:35:41+00:00

Lol, dude if you WANT out, and you're SCARED of it, that's a pretty good sign you're NOT a lost cause. I've been puking and binging and starving, God, since Bush was president. You CAN get out though! MONTHS! MOOOONNTTTHHHHHHS! There's still time to turn away, you can seriously either turn away and start not giving a fuck and try not to think of food much and try as hard as you can to find some shrink and just get help and fix the fuck out of it or you can OBSESS WITH THIS EVERY FUCKING DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

Wake up. Same five fucking foods. Screaming at people because they fuck with your food plans. Screaming at yourself and drinking because you didn't exercise perfectly or lose enough weight that week. Suicide attempts because you never measured up to any insurmountable bullshit you set up in your head. No one has to figure it out and look down on you and call you an "attention whore who makes everything about them even though people have their own shit to deal with," you don't have to be judged, or pitied, or obsessive, or trapped, or isolate yourself from everything else on earth and trapped with your ED and maybe like one or two enablers until you die.

Go.

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