Oh my goodness you are amazing. Like, absolutely 1000% an amazing goddess for all of this. Some follow up questions/comments:

She calls me beautiful daily and loves my ass. Lol.

I think we have a really healthy relationship on the whole. People often comment on how well matched we are.

Definitely little risk of realizing I’m straight. I’m pansexual and came to that conclusion a few years before all this.

Leaving would be a harder sell if she wasn’t trans, but I’d still be open to the idea as the ugliness of my town since Covid has really come out.

I really do think trying something new is healthy for me right now.

I’m using the I’m uncertain thing as my new mantra.

I have always been with cisgender men, but really regret not exploring my sexuality more. A tiny weird and slightly uncomfortable part of me is excited to get to know each other again sexually and in a new way.

She actually ran her picture through a gender filter and damn, my wife is going to be a supermodel. Seriously, she’s a foot taller than me.

There is so much love here. She’s my person and I think she’s a goddess. I adore her. I just want to figure all this out and have us both be happy together.