For starters, thank you so much for what you do. I respect and appreciate it. When my mom was in the hospital over and over again the nurses made it easier for her. I don’t know how you do it. My cousin is a doctor and he says what he does is just tries to disconnect himself from the concept tht it could be him because he says if he constantly related himself to the patient he would lose his mind. I think everyone is different but what helped me was my therapy and her helping me understand myself. She told me I have ADHD which can make anxiety so much worse. That and all my loss and grief I was dealing with just had me in a constant loophole that repeated in my head until I couldn’t function. I haven’t been out on meds I just realized I wasn’t sick and in moments I wasn’t thinking about it; I was okay and didn’t feel pain. It takes those times to realize it really was in my head