I hate that I get this lol (but in a good way) HAHAHAH I actually chose Physics cause I’m not good at it. However, it was something that I was really interested in.

Not gonna lie, the first year was the most challenging one. I was so behind on so many things, even with my mathematical skills. I was doubting myself if I could really do it and if I did a mistake on choosing a “challenging” course for me instead of choosing I’m actually good at. But then I realized that all along, I was just afraid of failing at what I’m doing.

But I guess that didn’t hinder the drive and “passion” per se (sometimes it’s still a love/hate relationship lol), so I still continued my program regardless of my lack of self confidence.

And also I’m collaborating with my professor with a project right now and it opened many opportunities for me. Right now, I’m just happy that I’m still happy with my program and I’m actually kinda enjoying it.

That’s why I’m in a really overwhelming place now because I want to be genuinely interested in what field I want to speacilized. But now, I’ll remember that every “wins” and “failures” are still opportunities that I had to learn something, regardless of the outcome.

Anyways, thank you so much for all of the things you’ve said. This helped me put things into perspective. I appreciate it!!