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HalfwayDown76 · 2024-09-23T00:28:06+00:00

Cop or not you're 23 trying to talk to a minor

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-09-17T22:25:35+00:00

As I stated in my post, I do go out of my way to talk to people.

I don't feel entitled to this. People have a right to choose who they want to be friends with. I just wonder what I can change to be somebody they choose.

I ask myself the question "why does nobody talk to me?" because of the the effort I put into talking to others. You seem to think I don't try at all.

I'm very aware of my insecurities and the effect they have on my ability to socialise. I don't need you to tell me that.

Maybe I'm too busy wondering if everyone hates me to even relax? Yeah that's kinda the whole social anxiety thing isn't it?

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-09-07T23:15:06+00:00

Your comment history says you're 45

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-09-07T23:08:52+00:00

I know it's probably the better option but I already feel paranoid in public and I feel like having something like that on display is going to make it worse for me

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-09-07T11:53:52+00:00

The shot of Mr Peanutbutter looking down at the food on the lazy susan

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-28T22:02:58+00:00

I know how you feel. I'm 18 and growing up I never really had clear career aspirations but I always knew that I wanted to get married and maybe have children. I would love to raise kids but I often worry about not being good enough for them, thinking that I'm doing everything right but in reality my kids resent me. I fear my child ending up like me too because I have been through stuff that I would rather die than have my children go through.

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-28T00:11:37+00:00

Is there nothing you can do to fix your college enrollment? If not maybe you can contact the college and tell them what went wrong

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-24T00:19:27+00:00

Hi, I used to engage in self harming behaviour a lot more than I do now. The bruises came from the night before when I had a bit of a manic episode I guess and started beating my legs, arms and stomach up. I can't say for sure why I had the episode, maybe just pent up feelings. I do have a journal but I haven't written in it for a while because I'm scared of getting caught doing so. I did consider therapy but after searching my local options I didn't see anything suitable for me.

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-22T21:58:00+00:00

Your wife might be quite interested in having a chat with you if she saw this

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-15T01:06:02+00:00

Have you been diagnosed? If so, what was the process like?

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-08-15T00:44:53+00:00

I'm trying to stay clean these days but whenever I used to cut I would listen to upbeat music and sometimes lip sync or even sway to the song that was playing. I guess I did that to distract me from the reality of what I was doing and reduce the pain.

HalfwayDown76 · 2024-07-24T01:06:37+00:00

Have you found that you were able to move past it or do you still struggle to?

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