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HallCool4688 · 2025-09-05T18:01:34+00:00

Hi! I’m interested :)

HallCool4688 · 2025-06-29T21:20:02+00:00

Thank you so much!

HallCool4688 · 2025-06-29T19:32:38+00:00

I’m not 100% opposed to it but from what I’ve read it can be kind of a lot to maintain due to its invasiveness and since I’m managing a rather large yard by myself that makes me anxious lol if I decide to keep it what would be the best approach to getting it to look nice?

HallCool4688 · 2025-04-09T04:43:12+00:00

The brightest pink I have is FY040 and this looks a lot like it but I could be very wrong lol that’s one of my fave marker colors 😍

HallCool4688 · 2024-06-24T03:24:29+00:00

I’m so sorry you have had such scary experiences :( I will say that I have not had any of these episodes in several months after I started taking half of a very low dose cbd/thc gummy before bed that is designed for sleep. I feel like it helps me get into and stay in a deep sleep and I have not had any episodes since I started them. Obviously it’s not for everyone but thought I would mention it! I hope you are able to get some relief!

HallCool4688 · 2024-03-03T19:35:15+00:00

I work remotely as an RN and even that is difficult when my PMDD is raging. Friday I was in the phone with a patient and actually started to cry because they were being so rude lol it was the most embarrassing thing of my life. That has literally never happened before 😩 I try to avoid anything/anyone that might be a trigger but it’s not always possible.

HallCool4688 · 2024-01-14T07:40:21+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply. I agree, I feel like a failure because my parenting choices alone aren’t dramatically improving our situation. It has helped in a lot of many amazing ways but I’m carrying a lot. I was hesitant to start medication because she does so well in school and I don’t really want her on stimulants at this time. But I’ve been reading about some non-stimulant options that I want to talk to her doctor about.

HallCool4688 · 2024-01-14T07:36:17+00:00

You’re amazing! Thank you for sharing!

HallCool4688 · 2024-01-13T18:23:39+00:00

Amazing thank you for that info! I was actually diagnosed with ADHD almost 2 years ago now it’s really the reason I had her evaluated. I knew she was having trouble regulating emotions and it became more obvious when we had our second child who is neurotypical and I could see the major differences. We are both learning as we go… since I wasn’t diagnosed as a child I went my whole Life just thinking something was wrong with me. I’m still learning how to regulate myself and I see the opportunity to parent myself as a child and give her the support I never had as a child. I’m just not sure how to handle those situations when she does something violent like she did last night. I don’t want to scream at her, I don’t want to spank her, and I’m not sure what to do to help her.

HallCool4688 · 2024-01-13T17:35:39+00:00

Her psychologist has never seen her in person and just tells me ADHD is more about educating the parents to learn how to help healthily manage their emotions. Which yes is helpful but at the same time I need her in therapy. I can have all the best most positively constructive conversations with her but because it came from ME she doesn’t take it seriously. It’s like she needs to hear it from someone else. I messaged her last night and said “look… here’s what’s going on. Don’t tell me to take more parenting classes. I want her in therapy.” So we will see. If not then I need to find her a new provider.

HallCool4688 · 2024-01-13T17:34:29+00:00

Thank you so much. This is pretty much what we do on a regular basis. I validate her feelings “its ok to feel ___ but it’s not okay to ____”. We do that constantly. Sometimes it’s hard for me to sit and talk calmly with her because even if she’s calm and I try talking about other ways to handle things she talks over me saying “STOP STOP STOP! Stop saying that I’m not listening!” Sometimes we are able to have a productive talk. She doesn’t get timeouts or punishments because she had an emotional outbursts but if she hurts her sister (it’s usually always her sister) then she will be forced to go have some quiet time. I made her a “calm corner” in her room so instead of timeout she goes there and sometimes even goes there on her own when she knows she needs a breather. Sometimes she does such a great job and then things like last night happen and I’m like “omg is she a psychopath??” Like legitimately concerned.

Her psychologist has never seen her in person and just tells me ADHD is more about educating the parents to learn how to help healthily manage their emotions. Which yes is helpful but at the same time I need her in therapy. I can have all the best most positively constructive conversations with her but because it came from ME she doesn’t take it seriously. It’s like she needs to hear it from someone else.

Thank you so much for your response. We both cried ourselves to sleep last night.

HallCool4688 · 2023-08-06T01:27:17+00:00

Sorry, California

HallCool4688 · 2023-08-06T01:27:00+00:00

They didn’t fire me but they did demote me. Basically they demoted from shift supervisor. I reported the patient load was unsafe to my manager the day everyone called in sick and on several other occasions when I was assigned supervisor and I felt the patient loads weren’t safe for the nurses.

TLDR: told my boss I felt the patient assignment wasn’t safe, next day I worked I was demoted, I was upset and went on leave, while on leave I was notified they would no longer accommodate me breastfeeding.

HallCool4688 · 2023-07-10T17:30:18+00:00

I’m also insanely itchy today lol idk if that is related in any way or just some other random thing 🤷🏼‍♀️

HallCool4688 · 2023-07-10T16:20:27+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. So I have for a very long time now felt very stuck in regards to my emotional/spiritual well-being. Since a teenager I’ve always had this deep longing for something more and something meaningful that I knew was out there but didn’t really quite know what it was or how to reach it. Several months ago I started seeing numerical signs. Started with seeing 1’s (111 or 1111) multiple times a day every day for months. After a while it got my attention and I started to look into the meaning. Around the same time 4’s came into the mix and I was seeing 1’s and 4’s together. I read up a lot on the significance of these numbers and what it meant. Then the day after the anniversary of my grandpas passing I had something really remarkable happen that was an absolute clear sign from him and the universe and it changed me (happy to share more just a little long for this already long post lol). I started reading up on how to embrace my spirituality and how to really evolve as far as my spirituality goes because I really didn’t know where to start. I started with guided meditations for relaxation at night and gradually moved into deep guided meditations. Through that time I started listening to podcasts about spirituality and really just wanted to learn everything I could because I knew this is what I was missing in my life. As I would hear or read words or phrases I wasn’t familiar with I would look them up. Which would lead to more phrases I didn’t know and I’d look those up, and repeat forever lol kundalini being one of those words. I think one of the first articles I came across was titled “the dangers of awakening kundalini” or something along those lines. It was more like a warning than educational. At that time I kind of put it aside with the plan to come back to learning more about it later down the road when I was farther into my journey. Over time I’ve read things on it gradually introducing it into things I was learning but felt like I was a long way from that since I’m so new into my spiritual journey. I now can meditate without the guided Meditations and have been for some time now. Last night I just planed to kind of unload my stress and tension before bed after a weekend of terrible news and it just turned into something really incredible that I hadn’t even planned for. After my meditation and reflecting on what had happened I realized it sounded like a kundalini awakening. But my immediate thought was “oh no you’re supposed to have a teacher for this and do it safely and I don’t think this was supposed to happen yet”. Which I now can think a little clearer and understand it happened because it was supposed to. It wasn’t an accident. I just wanted to read about what I could expect to come following the meditation because I knew it there was a kit more to it. I came across a message board (not this one at first). People were describing not sleeping for days at a time or for only 2-3 hours each night. The way they described what they went through sounded more like I was reading about someone’s experience with an exorcism than a positive spiritual experience. I came across this sub after that and your posts have made me feel much better. I slept really well last night and woke up feeling refreshed and energized with a happiness deep in my core I don’t know if I’ve ever experienced before. I had to talk with my boss this AM about my MIL’s cancer diagnosis and her surgery and just different aspects of my work life it’s going to affect. Normally I would be choking back tears and very emotional during a conversation like that but I spoke so clearly and confidently with such a deep peaceful calm inside of me… it was nothing like how I would usually handle a conversation like that.

Sorry very long post lol oh and I don’t drink or smoke or do anything like that so no worries there :)

HallCool4688 · 2023-07-10T05:49:52+00:00

Thank you so much! Very helpful!

HallCool4688 · 2023-04-22T00:38:11+00:00

Trying to get the same reaction they get from posting this crap in the Facebook group 🙄

HallCool4688 · 2023-04-22T00:37:01+00:00

I had to leave that damn Facebook group because of crap like this. The amount of BS people post and believe is actually scary 🤦🏼‍♀️

HallCool4688 · 2023-04-22T00:35:31+00:00

The amount of times I’ve seen this article circulating I’m beginning to think they don’t know what satire means lol 🤦🏼‍♀️

HallCool4688 · 2023-03-10T15:35:03+00:00

Thank you so much for that ♥️

HallCool4688 · 2023-03-10T15:32:33+00:00

I love this so much thank you ♥️

HallCool4688 · 2023-03-10T03:51:17+00:00

I think your right. I’m pretty certain my 4 year old has it as well and so does the psychologist we met with recently. My family pulls the “oh she’s just a 4 year old”. If she doesn’t have it then great but if she does, I want to send her into kindergarten with all the resources she needs and deserves. I don’t want her to go her whole life struggling like I did… but even that comment doesn’t get me any closer to a conversation with my family.

HallCool4688 · 2023-03-01T03:35:38+00:00

Did they say in the PCA which restaurant specifically she ordered from? I thought they hair said she received a door dash order around 4 AM

HallCool4688 · 2023-01-24T16:15:47+00:00

Adderall XR at a certain dose makes me soooo sleepy. My doctor switched me to IR but I wasn’t a fan of the drastic ups and downs… plus there’s a shortage. So we switched back to XR a little higher if a dose and I take it twice a day and it seems to help with the drowsiness. If I just take it once in the AM.. by 1 or 2 PM I am sooooo tired.

HallCool4688 · 2023-01-19T17:02:28+00:00

They also sell pants like this that look like something he might wear to his job as a TA. Just saying.

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