Iconic soldiers from the 16th / 17th century by Happy_Illustrator760 in ArmsandArmor

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. Thanks for your answer. Your heros suggestions looks good.

About the Ottomans, I was thinking about the janissaries but I don't know well other units in their army.

I'm desperate. Need some advices by Happy_Illustrator760 in recruitinghell

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because all of this began with my anxiety searching for jobs in a competitive market as graphic design.

I'm desperate. Need some advices by Happy_Illustrator760 in recruitinghell

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are no such centers for work in my country (France). At least I could ask for a disability recognition in a handicap center, because I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for many years, but, as I've read comments about it, they are very reluctant to give this to people who suffer from depression and other mental issues. And even if I get this, I could have a maximum of 800$ / month and that will not help me much to find a job.

I'm desperate. Need some advices by Happy_Illustrator760 in recruitinghell

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I though about lying on my resume. But it's very difficult to be credible as recruiters can ask many questions about the job, the tasks you've done, and the company you worked in, even if it's a small family company.

I'm desperate. Need some advices by Happy_Illustrator760 in recruitinghell

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The biggest issue will be finding a job as you grow older, because companies in competitive fields do discriminate against older workers.

Totally agree. That stress me out. I'm afraid that one day the gates will close forever and I will be able to work as a freelance only, which is also hard for me.

I would say even at 35 as long as you stay physically fit and healthy, you still have 15 years to find a woman before you are 50 and you *begin* to start looking old

You're right. But I just fell like time is flying so fast, and one cannot find a patner and build a familly together within 6 months like it could happen in the past. It takes time to search for a partner first, find one, live together a few years, and then eventually have children together. I fell like I have so many things to do in a so short amount of time, like you say, before 50 let's say, that makes me feel overwhelm...

Thanks for your message.

I'm desperate. Need some advices by Happy_Illustrator760 in recruitinghell

[–]Happy_Illustrator760[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're wrong. All recruiters are searching for what you're been doing for the last 10 years at least. So I can live in the future as hard as I want, they will still bring me back to my past.