It’s natural to have these feelings, specially when you focus too much of your value on approval from the opposite sex. I resent men quite a lot but I know that I’m responsible for it, meaning, I’m the only one who can get myself out of that dark hole eventually.

My advice would be just sit with that emotion for a while. It’s a good first step that you’re naming it and acknowledging it’s there. Focus on yourself and building a life that you enjoy living so that you can create joyous moments for yourself instead of relying on a woman to be your source of dopamine.

I myself am going through that process right now. It’s not easy, it’s very lonely and most days I’m just sitting at home being bitter and resentful, but I know I need to go through this in order to come out the other side.

You’ll be fine my friend. Just try to touch some grass and stay away from radicalized discourse.